Babyfyou

2012-01-11T23:09:00.000-08:00

Go darn it. Friggin hell, why why why ?
Shouldn't have put such a high hope that I'll definitely be choosen to one of th course! Now worse, can't even accept that bloody course they offered me. DARN IT SERIOUSLY! What shall I do now ? Continue working again without any cert?! Fuck man! Down with fever and a irritating flu. That's shouldn't be my life. I just need a couples of years to study why is it so hard to even shortlist me ?! Bloody MOE, shit you man! Just th name but useless thing. Alright, I need a cool down. FUCK YOU MAN !

2011-12-26T05:59:00.000-08:00

Didn't know time been passing so fast and just didn't realise things has been changing. Trying so hard to satisfies myself by smiling all th time and being kind to other, end up it turn around after gaining something nice for me and I'm totally left alone in th shelves that no one even notice I'm feeling alone and I need a accompany. People tends to be good and nice in front of you. Smile together with you and spending time with you making you feels so happy that you're precious to them. In facts, only idiot like me will think that way. People has been thinking; " Luckily there's you around, if not I'll be bored to death! " Not because they treat you sincerely is because you're good enough for them to use and kill their time. Always thinking that there's always someone would treat me so real but none of them are th same. What can I do ? Venting on you guys or being stupid to force you guys to treat me real ? How long am I suppose to tolerate all these nonsense. Even if I'm gonna stop contacting all my friends, so what ?! Blame me for being soft-hearted and being ignorant. Fine, hovering in those world I might as well do something which makes me feel happy and content rather than feeling down over useless friends of mine. Sorry if my words offend any readers but my words ain't harsh at all. Shall stop my words and goodbye to all my "friends". For now, I'll only stick with my partner who's only true to me.

2011-10-16T21:17:00.000-07:00

Happy 9th Monthsary Eve To My Beloved Husband <3 14th'October2011

Well, went to work as usual as baby's off so he sent me to work. Feeling wasn't right for this few days but still went to work with all th energy and made th whole effort to work well. Without any warning, or should say it wasn't what I expected I lose my job AGAIN! HOW MANY TIMES SHOULD I CHANGE MY JOB WITHIN A YEAR ?!?!?! Okay, so while baby's was sleeping at home and when he got this news he rush all th way down just to fetch me. :/ Thanks ♥ In order to cheer me up, baby sacrifices his sleep and bring me out. Baby dress himself up and I knew he was up to something. Bosh! He drive me to VivoCity and I know he wanted to catch a movie with me. :) Went over to redeem out tickets, since our movie is still 6hours from th current time we went over to arcade to kill our time & baby spend 40 bucks on one machine just to get me a doraemon display to cheer me up. I'D A WONDERFUL PARTNER.

Gold Class Ticket <3

Me & Hubby ♥

Us on th sofa bed :)

Th blanket.

I ♥ Atom, Charles & Max <3

Special Ticket :)

Went over to Long John Silver to have our lunch as baby knows I love fries so much :) #Yummy. Went shopping with baby, as my phone battery is running low so decided to take a rest in th car. Baby have his sleep while I Lines with my friends :) Kill th time! Went in to th cinema early and realise there's lounge and sofa in there for us to sit! :@ AHHH. How stupid for us to rest in th car, there's even a wine bar! Idiot ttm. End our day by watching a 2hours plus movie with baby. Thanks baby for making such a wonderful date for me <3 This post is especially posted up for you. ♥ Enjoy my 9'th months with someone like you. #kisskiss

2011-10-08T23:04:00.000-07:00

Dearest' Sweet ♥

Well, I guess people who know me long enough will recognize this silly girlfriend of mine <3 We'd been throught bitter & sweet, memories share between us is much more than I spend with our own boyfriend. :) That's show how strong our love is. 10 more days will be our 3years 8months anni. Gosh! It's so long, we could get married if Singapore apporved. Yes, she's a sweet looking girl but she got a very "AHLIAN" temper, good thing about it is she dote on me so much that I feel like owning a world when she's next to me. She's just like my real blood sister, people said that too. Whenever places with her voices around will never short of mine, never because of guy abandon me. That's th greatest thing she'd done for me. Even when her mood was totally down & when I really need a shoulder she'll never break down because her should is needed for me. Thanks being there with me even after so many conflicts and misunderstanding you were my greatest girl in my life.
190208: JoeyLauHuiYi, you're mine ♥

My new bag <3

Yesterday to bugis with Joey, Adeline & Ben. (: At th end of th day only manage to get myself a bag, it doesn't cost much it's only $30 but my heart cracked. OMGOSH. So we shop for th whole afternoon decided to bus back as Ben is rushing to work. Went down to X-gaming to look for Gary while waiting for thier boss to come down to pass Joey money so that we can go home and take a rest but he took a long sweet time to reach here so I went home to have a nap with Adeline while waiting for sweet to come over. Have a powerful nap, chat-ed with baby on phone for minutes, supposingly to meet up with baby before heading down to Powerhouse but we afraid we can't catch our last train as baby is not riding so head over to XG to look for Gary again before heading down. When we reached there, wasn't much people there yet. Went in to Dragonfly to look for Terrence but didn't see him end up he's was checking at PH tonight. Went over to disturb her, privilege from him no checking! :D Wanted to meet him for smoking and had a little chat but too many fight in there so he got no time to entertain me ): When th night is getting darker many familiar face appearing right in my face & yesterday was like a vomiting competition. First time went to PH saw so many people got themselves drunk and vomit everywhere they go. TSK! There's people got caught by bouncer for playing drugs. Didn't realise Chieuyun know Wenyuan too, so end up all sticking together and spend our night! Me & Joey went off around 3plus, finally th rain has gone for a moment but when we're out there waiting for cab th rain came back again. Girls, can you imagine you have been waiting for a cab for moe than 15min under th rain and suddenly 5 malaysian guys came up and snatch cab from us. Is like WTF ?! Did your Government teach you what's manner or ladies first. When you're flirting with girls you act as a gentlemen, no wonder no girls go club with you guys because it's such a disgrace.

Anyways, baby has just arrived in Genting & I'm left alone in Singapore for 6days. I'M A WIDOW! ): Laugh, I'm sure I'm gonna miss baby like a mad woman. Nobody gonna sweet talk me for days, not even a kiss for bed! Gonna torture him when he's back. BABY REMEMBER MY PRESENT~ Teehee! Hopefully he enjoy himself for this one week because I see th way he work is so heartbreaking, guess my baby will put on a lot of weight when he's back uh. Enjoy my little husband. Silly you, don't you dare to gamble at casino I'll definitely kill you. Save th money for our WEDDING RING, WEDDING SHOT& our HONEYMOON. :D Silly baby, I'm gonna wait for you to fulfil our aim. Will be waiting for you to return to my side. Love you my baby husband. 6 more days from now is our 9months <3

2011-09-29T05:21:00.000-07:00

Well, I'm so speechless about th incident happen to you. I don't even knows what to say anymore, there's many words in my mind wanting to tell you. BUT it's too late now, everything has come to an end. I know both of us share tons of memories, even used to love each other so madly. No matter what, we'd to move on right. I didn't tears at your funeral because I know you'll never want to see me crying in front of you, in facts I know you loathed it so much. So, are you adapt in your new life, new world & new friends ? I doubt so. :/ We didn't seen each other since I went it, why must it be this way for our next meeting ? I'm gonna talk to myself when I visit you next time. I really got no idea, can you hear me. Why did you left all of us so soon, any idea how hurt your mum & brother is ? Your dad has totally no idea that you'd left this planet, what shall we do ? There's more things to say to you, but I would prefer to talk to you directly. I'll see you soon right ? Xiaojie, please rest in peace. You'll always stand a place in my heart from th day we met. Thanks god that we met, no regrets. T'care, my little boy.

Had a wonderful weekends with my baby cousin & my relatives. Enjoy very much with them. It's nearly 5years since we see each other & guess what I got such a cute & lovely baby cousin. ♥ Omg. Can't imagine I'm such a big girl already. :) Well, I'm planning to visit my cousin & my aunt during December holidays. Gonna play with my cousin as much as I can. Gonna get him many many toys too. See you soon, ahboy! Really miss you th way you shout at my name, calling me to play hide-and-seek & loads of blood sucking. Have more foods & behave, you're way too skinny! *FAINT. I'll dote you like my little brother, gonna pamper you so much.

2011-09-15T06:08:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 8TH MONTHSARY BABY ♥

Snapshot <3

Well, baby we'd been together for 8months, but I'm not gonna write you a long story or not gonna sweet talk you. Gonna let your heart to feel me :) Okay, let's start my composition.

Yesterday went to east coast with adeline, ben & baby. :) It's been so long since four of us gather together, went there to have "double date" . Snapshot using phone & polaroid, like a bunch of crazy people.

Let's welcome th 娘娘腔 :D

Snapshot of ben's wearing my hairband & a gay pose. *Cheese! Guess my sister can put this as her wallpaper. So cute if she could put as a potrait in her bedroom. :)

Here's our candid' shot using Polaroid with big wind~ *W-Hooooooo. It's so relax to have your lover to sit next to you and watch th sea and enjoy yourself in a chiling weather. Such a enjoyable night although didn't do anything funny or crazy. Alright, goodnight people.

Baby, you're so great. It's so glad to have you in my arms ♥

2011-09-07T05:23:00.000-07:00

4th Doraemon casing by baby <3 I'm rushing out to meet Gary & Joey so can't post much. Will be back soon, my lovely blogger.

2011-09-03T21:00:00.000-07:00

Didn't blog for about one week cause this time round blog is really sick )': Need to buy a new lappy. Alright, I'm back to show off some cute little blue creature <3

Smurfs ~

My lovely Clumsy <3

Sis with her little Smurfette :)

Ain't they a perfect match ?

Well, yesterday went movie with bibi, ben, adeline & sheena. ;) Movie for Smurf. Gosh, they're such a cute things. I wish I could have them at home too. ~ Okay, I'm so lazy to blog, visit my tumblr instead. I'm spamming with KPOP stars <3

2011-08-22T02:48:00.000-07:00

Photo'Shot ♥

Here come our Prince'Jayden ♥ Cuteeeeeee! He's such an adorable mischevious boy. Darn active when people suround here. Alright shall start telling to everyone what a lovely day I'd been through. :)
Firstly, woke up early in th morning to go home and had a nice nap & shower. Suppose to meet Jacelyn & her bf 5pm at Toa Payoh Interchange but she's still choosing clothing when I left my house to dad's car. Decided to go straight to Jiayu's house. Elycia & th rest was so late can! *FAINT.

Baby'Jayden trying to say "Hi"

Black Mama with Prince'Jayden

Post for all th ladies. :)

In th late evening, because Jiayu's relative was all here so we deiceded to have our dinner at th staircase. Smoke, craps, photo snaps & chat. After dinner, went in to Jiayu's room to play with little Jayden. Left Jiayu's after everything was done, everything was clear & time for Jayden to go to bed. Ladies, we'll be meeting up soon again. Y

HAPPY 21ST B'DAY TO CHEEHOE !

Lovely Sweetheart ♥

Sister & Brothers :)

Best two drinker, AhTor & CheeHoe! #WOW.

Meet up with Joey, Nelson, Kuibei & Kuibu at Lavender MRT, walked over to GoldenMile to meet up with Cheehoe. We started to warm up th atmosphere. Went smokeing & sipping on our drinks. There came AhTor!!!! Omg, finally got th chance to meet him. Play direction to kill cheehoe die, ahtor came later. Five Ten to make cheehoe give up, ahtor keep giving hint behing him so we won all th round. :) 12am sharp, he was already on th stage with ahtor drinking 3...2...1... blowing. Gosh! Both of them gone after th night end.

Ending photos! <3 Always memories.

So after blowing, bullying & cheating birthday boy became a druken man! :D Bibi came down afterward, supposingly to fetch me home BUT because this cheehoe spend $1000 over plus on those flower. BITCH! So baby send him all th way to yishun to his friend's house. Me & baby went home too, that time was reaching 3am in th midnight. Poor bibi, he was so tired th next day. I'm sorry! ):

Anw, its good to start a day seeing baby lying next to me & it's good to end with alcohol on your whole body. Enjoy yourself b'day boy. ^^

Bibi, so sweet of you. ♥

2011-08-19T23:13:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 39TH B'DAY ; KUIBU

Yesterday after work straight away rush down bedok to meet up with Joey and Kailin. Had a short break at macdonal while waiting for Kailin. After she arrived, we went to hunt for kuibu's birthday cake. :) Bought a strawberry chocolate cake for her. Bus over to kuibu's house downstair to wait for Huijun, Cheehoe & Gary. Smoke , reminiscing about our past & engross with our game, KartRider ♥ Too bad, kailin was going crazy because we keep teasing her that she doesn't have an iPhone. :/

Strawberry'Choc Cake

Ng's Family :)

August Babies ♥

I'm kinda of extra ._.

108'S FAMILY ♥

Went to buy beer before going up. Waiting for Joyce & Jianwei, always our late queen rachelle till 8plus and started cutting cat, sing song. Gather together to have a chat with our KUI' parents. Head down to 85 market to have our supper cause all of us are fainting. Treat by CHEEHOE our boss :) Me & cheehoe suggest to go Lookers to drink again. So some of them went back th rest of us cabbed down to drink & dance th whole night. Bibi came down no long, open 3 towers, 1jug, 7shots & waterfall. <3 WOOHOO! Everyone went home at 3am after lights on. Awesome night with my old clique. CHEERS! Another night is tomorrow. Sunday is cheehow 21st b'day so I'll make sure he'll be drunk going home! Update after tomorrow night.

PS: Cheehoe b'day celebration is at goldenmile on th 21thAugust'11, people who are interested please contact him. :)

2011-08-10T04:19:00.000-07:00

A Girl Who Whispered, ILOVEYOU.

09thAugust'11
Spend my whole afternoon in JB. Firstly, we went for our lunch first then went over to City Square for a short shop. :) Realise that th first chop on my passport was Singapore's 46th Birthday ♥ Didn't buy much thing cause th pricing rate is almost th same fare rate as singapore so I give it a missed plus there wasn't enough time for us to shop.

New collection of cosmetic :)

Piglet's Senitizer

Manage to bought hair dye & senitizer from malaysia for myself. ): Baby grudge me for not buying him hair dye so I shall buy him secretly. :>

Last but no least, before meeting baby apply mask on my face and take a nice rest. Packed my whole room. Arranged nicely and seperate things given by baby and things that belongs to me. Went over to mingwei's house to have prawn noodles and gather up with them. :) Home to sleep at 1am.

Ahbibi, 5 more days we're celebrating a very important day.
PRSCILLA.WKY ♥ BOMBER.LRB.

2011-08-07T02:26:00.000-07:00

Profile banner ♥

Tall, Standard & Short :D

Buddy <3

5thAugust'11 ♥

Went to work as usual, during my lunch time Jiayu gave me a call telling me that wenzhen and huifen wanted to ask me out. :) Meet up with my girls after work but waited for them for 1hour. * ANGRY TTM. ): Went over to convention hall suppose to just accompany wenzhen to sign up for Slimming Body at London. End up we three of us sign up for slimming, facial & wenzhen sign up for Bejing 101. LOL. Spend so much money on something that's useless. :/

Ain't she cuteeeee :)

Our Dinner ♥

Went over to have our dinner to waste off our time at Rock & Ash in Marina Square. After our dinner both of them went home because I'm rushing back to meet up with baby. :) Everytime meet up with 3 of them is really a very happening them to stick with them. SHOPPING, GOSSIPING & ADVENTURING! In future, we must organize ourselves to visit many many kinds of countries without our hubbies around us. HOHO ♥

1stAugust'11 ♥

As baby was off on Monday so baby accompany me over to Suntec for jon Interview. Went over to downtown to catch a show: " Captain America ". Seriously, it wasn't that nice as we thought. Went over to parkway with baby to have our dinner at NewYork NewYork. Went up to Time-Zone to play some games to entertain ourselves. Guess what, baby spend over $200 plus in a day. TSK ); Went home to rest as I'm strating work th next day. Enjoy myself with baby so much every single day. ♥

2011-07-30T21:12:00.000-07:00

Big Boys with Drinks :D

Drunk boy cutting cake :)

Drunk mannnn :>

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JASON.HJC IN ADVANCE.

Yesterday went down to coffee shop to celebrate Jingchen's birthday. HAVOC! All th boys were drunk & happily homed to sleep, except ben. Kinda of wasted cause he's still on medication. :) Wonder who'll be th next birthday boy.Previous night was taking care of hubby, afraid he would vomit made me suffer from insomia th whol night x.x Sleepy. Blogshopping th whole morning. ♥

Heading to town with adeline & ben. Shall go lie on my bed for a little while before preparing. :) Well, th sky is getting darker wind are so strong out there wonder will it R*** ? Okay. I'm offing th com, goodbye lovely readers. <3

2011-07-21T05:55:00.000-07:00

Little Jayden See' Born out on th 19thJuly'11, 08:45 Cute Little God-Son ♥
* New born baby indeed bring along a small but tender smile. I could just forget all my trouble by just looking at him, his mother is good in cheering me up too :)

Well, was down with flu, cough & fever this few day. Just lost my job yesterday due to department closed down, say was just for th time being but I guess I'd no reason to wait. Tomorrow had appointment for interview @ 10am. *TIRED MANXZCZXCZXC. Alright, today was th first time staying at home doing NOTHING. Time for me to think what I want & what do I really want to do in th future. Anyways, thanks for those people who give me advice, I'm truly greatful. However, I still wanna do in my own way & plan for myself so at least one day when I fell down. That's when I learn from my mistake and get up again. I don't wanna be a kid that had to guide by everyone. If I ever did it once in my life at least I'd th sense of satisfaction of successing in my careers. For now, I'll work hard and strive for my diploma.

Dearly husband,
我真的很谢谢你所付出的爱所以我会无条件の为你付出 Y

2011-07-16T21:04:00.000-07:00

Sushi Y

Our dinner to end th day, went back home to charge phone meet up with weisiang & liangzhu at 123 while waiting for dear to end work. Went home after baby came down to meet up his clique & had his dinner. :) Had a talk with him, we'd finally clear things up.

Couple shot ?!

Outing with sisters & ben to tampines for a short shop. Went out for our lunch @ pasta mania. Planning was to bought anni present for our boyf and watch movie after that but everything was spoilt. Firstly, can't find anything that suits them & secondly, no movie to watch ?!?!?! :B So we shop from mall to mall and home after this.

2011-07-15T20:19:00.000-07:00

15thJuly'11, Y

Happy 6monthsary with husband ♥

Baby went to pasir gudang for tracking, but it rain so heavily so they were stuck there for some hours. I was at home waiting for him while doing my work as I was ask to do so. Th first thing I saw when I grab my phone is a long message from baby wishing us a 6months. ;) Thanks husband! Went back to sleep after waking up in an empty house. :B Baby's reached home about 5pm & went out again, decided to cook myself noodle to fill my empty stomach. Leave house around 6pm, went over to my house to pick adeline & ben up. :) Jam all th way from PIE till Jurong, jam outside IMM again.

Baby, thanks for fulfiling my another wish. You're gonna be th best guy in my life ♥

Sister got me this doraemon iPhone pouch <3

Webcammmmy ♥

After 3hours of queuing, FINALLY.

An authorize chop.

Clearer Shots ♥

Far shots.

Reached there about 7.30pm, baby drop me & adeline on th entrance while they look for a carpark. Saw th crowd on th 3rd floor watching all th people queuing outside th Garden Plaza, thought they're waiting for th next round. End up adeline went to ask one of th in-charge they say people without disc are not suppose to enter :0 So we realise th queue is on th 3rd floor, rush down as fast as I can. Adeline accompany to queue till th end of 1st level & I'm alone after that. Everything worths it, get his autograph at 10.30pm sharp. Manage to have a word with him , SHOOK his hand last but no least after missing th chance for 3years finally I got his AUTOGRAPH. I swear, he got a very SEXY lip with a smile on it. Know what, I wish I could see him a little longer ♥
Baby came to 1st level to fetch me, knowing I'm so excited that night keep on disturbing me. Head down to 123 to meet up with baby's clique chat-ed and suddenly came a heavy rain and th wind is making me shivering so mingwei send adeline home together with ben using baby's car, after he came back we decided to head back home first. Anyways, baby knowing that I'd enjoy my night so he end th night sweetly by talking & making commitment to me and goodnight my dear. I ENJOY MYSELF VERY MUCH :D

2011-07-13T20:26:00.000-07:00

Big birthday feast with family celebrating with sister :) Hope she likes it & enjoy her 17th birthday. <3 Love her super much. End work, went over to fetch her & bought her to buy chili crab cause that was her favourite. Anyways, baby's still in his sleeping mode so I shall rot at home while waiting for him to be awake.

HAPPY 17TH B'DAY SISTER

Hello naive adeline, my dearest sister. Today is your 17th birthday hope you'll enjoy it and smile, spend it with ben & made it an unforgetable birthday with boyfriend. I guess this is th first time you're spending with your lover, cherish it. Anyways, hope th present I gave it to you can used it in th future Y

Got a surprise from baby yesterday night, present for our 6months monthsary. <3 Love this kuku husband so much.
13 more hours we'd been together for 6months, unbeliveable. Such a sweet couple we are. Baby, Iloveyou.

Yesterday life happen as usual, work & work & work. Rush down to tamp with coewe to meet up with sheena as I promise her on tuesday I would bring her to buy her project stuffs. Hopefully she'd hand up successfully. Homed to rest and had my dinner, meet up with baby around nigh time & headed to 123 to meet his clique. Stayed over at baby house. Back to work this morning & tomorrow is th start of my long weekends. (Y) * HOORAYYYYY.

2011-07-12T22:10:00.000-07:00

Hello baby, I'm posting because of you! This silly husband of mine <3 How can you blame yourself for making me sad. You're such an idiot but a very sweet boyfriend that I'd never thought of letting go. Don't ever feel bad and thinking you're th one making me upset, you're th reason why I'm still so brave to face everything. Th reason why I'm still standing and smiling at you. I love to see your thoughtfulness, your love, th warm body that hug me to wake me up slowly every morning. Th tender kiss you give whenever I' m down. Th big big hand, th hand that always hold me so tight that I feel so secure when I'm with you. Everytime I sleep I sees you in my dream, you made me believe everything that in this world are so true. Th face always appear in my dreams, th kiss and th body is all I ever want. Everytime I tried to fly but you'll always use your big hand to back me, afraid I would be hurt and fall and crying non stop and making your heart pain. So you rather you're th one in danger and pain, also never want to see me getting injure. Such a brave love you'd give me. I may had made mistake & made you feel th stab would you mind forgiving me! Sorry baby, sorry for being so SELFISH & POSSESSIVE. I'm somone who want you all th time, I hate to lose because I hate to lose that's why I'm so DEMANDING. Only that way I have th cofident to keep you with me. Please, forgive my all my shortcoming. Not I don't wanna change is I'm afraid to change, I'm someone who's very affectionate, what if I fall and try to get up alone after devoting so many feelings in this relationship. No ones is gonna hold me like you used to. Th feelings and th warm is DIFFERENT, I had one weak heart who needs to be pamper all th time. I could smile & play like a crazy person. Do you know when I'm with you, I'm still a small girl who need all your love & pamper to calm my heart.
你是我这一生最最最害怕去伤害的人，也是唯一能让我安定下来的人。This time round I'm gonna put all th feelings I have left down to bet, I'm sure I can recoup what I'd bet & win back as much as I can. Baby, my biggest dream to do with you is; one day I could had a bouquet of blue roses in my hands and holding me to walk through th wedding and made me your wife. <3
Baby, I'm sticking to you forver.

2011-07-10T21:25:00.000-07:00

10thJuly'11

Went bugis shopping with adeline, manicure and shop for our clothing. Joey came down to join us too. :) Meet up with baby at night after he ended his work, head down to coffee shop to gather up with his clique. After this weekend need to save up money to support myself soon. Sigh, benn spend hundred over plus this weekends.

2011-07-09T22:16:00.000-07:00

Hello, every blogger. Decorating my blog with lovely ladies that I love so much. Shall not write a long post cause just scanning th photos you'll feels tired. 3 ladies with 1 Mummy in Town. Shop till we went hay wire. <3 Good, enjoy th picture. We'd fun when we gather sround like a bunch of auntie beauty!

2011-07-06T20:55:00.000-07:00

Th Best Love That Had Upon.

Lovely Breakfast Y

Yesterday stay over at baby's place, so he sent me home this morning as he's going back to camp. WOOHOO. Like a finally baby finish his 3rd reservist. ^^ Well, time for him to return to his hell working place. Work like a workaholic paid like a slave. ): Anyway, home to sleep for another 2hours plus. Shower, prepared myself and bus down to kaki bukit meet cowe to buy ourselves breakfast. Reached office at 11 plus, thought we were late like shit end but we're first to reach th office. LOL. Shall get started with my work if not won't complete by today.

Thanks to my silly husband <3 Love die you. 8 more days, dear.

2011-07-04T21:40:00.000-07:00

Baby Y

Hello my dearest. Just got th sudden urge of posting a post to you. Been missing you all th time, even when you're just next to me. Never will I thought I could experience just a long relationship in my life. All th hard works thanks to you. For enduring me, giving in to me, tolerate all my shortcoming. :) IF, if it wasn't you being so understanding I would never understand how to maintain a good relationship. I still remembered , I once asked you. What shall I do to last this relationship, you just replied " Just listen to me". At that point of time I was thinking and telling myself are you expecting me to listen to whatever you wants me to do. NOW. I understood you so much & I know there's are point of time making you & angry and almost give up on me. Thanks for not doing that, cause you means so much to me; DEAR. If it wasn't you who made th first move, I still might be hovering in this strange world. I'm not sweet talking you, I want not only you but th whole world to know I can't afford to lose you in my life. Even th world collapse I would still wants to grab on you till th last breathe. Promise you'll stand by me no matter what happen , will you ? I'm also waiting for your propose ^.^ 10 more days we'd been holding each other for half a year.

王庆艺永远都会爱林瑞斌

2011-07-03T20:06:00.000-07:00

More photos to come :D

I'm back to work after an enjoyable weekends. ;( There's good things and unfortunate things happen.

2nd July'11

Firstly, on th middle of th night of Friday baby reached home and announce a bad news to me, ben got into sn accident again. I was wide awake when baby broke th news to me. First thing came to my mind, was my sister with him. Luckily no, but he was on his way to fetch adeline that's when he met that accident. WHY ?! Accident again ? What's th reason this time. Sigh' baby accompany adeline all th way in hospital th whole night :B What's wrong this time. Th next morning, waited for baby to woke up & prepared and we headed to th hospital to visit ben. Th brother & his father was there when we reached. Spend th whole afternoon talking & accompany him, due to th narcotic was too strong so he's still not in a clear minded. Feel so sad when seeing him lying on bed once again. Please, get well soon dude. :D My sis hope you would celebrate her b'day together. In th late afternoon, baby send me & adeline home cause sis is rushing to work and I'm home to rest & get a shower. Suppose to catch th midnight movie Transformer with baby & his clique but cinema was full so me, sheena & baby decided to go ECP to play CandiesLand. Caught one big piglet that night and a few stuffs. . Send sheena home after that and headed to 123 with baby. Homed to sleep after a long day. ♥

3rd July'11
Suppose to wake up at 8.30am to wash up and prepared. Baby was so angry cause I didn't want to get off th bed. OPPS! >,< Went over to fetch sheena and headed to coffee shop to have breakfast with baby & his family. After done with our breakfast, baby's papa send us to Universal Studio cause carpark there was to expensive so baby didn't wants to drive there. Wee-U-Wee! Finally got th chance to go USS, credit to baby :) Thanks husband! Weather was extremely hot. Gonna die from dehydration, luckily baby bought a big bottle of mineral water for us. (: So sweet of him. Within half a day, we'd taken all th rides. No! Should say only me & sheena taken all th rides in USS cause baby was so afraid to take a roller coaster :DD 他有居高正. * LAUGH!! Before leaving th place, I requested to play in th Revenge of Mummy roller coaster but two of them is full of excuses. :@ After that I was ask by them to play a water game in th Jurassic Park & I was soaked after th ride. Thanks to their good idea, I need to freeze myself in th cab. Anyways, we bought a couple Tees <3 * PHOTO WILL BE UPLOADED SOON. What a trilling weekends I'd enjoy.

Baby,

Thanks for keeping me so cheerful everyday.

2011-07-01T01:34:00.001-07:00

Actually was quite lazy to post for this few days, but because today is th first day of July so decided to make it as a first posting of th month ^^ Been working this whole week, finally tomorrow is baby & my off day. Been surviving with my last month paid up till now. Glad there's baby around at least still can support a bit. Blog getting more & more plain, need to do some make up for it. LOL. Things are up to hands recently, jobs are smooth, relationship are stable & I'm catching up with my friends. <3 Looking forward for this weekends so much. Tomorrow catching midnight movie with baby & his clique for Transformer 3 :D Follow by Sunday ; Going Universal Studio with baby & sheena. Although it's just th 3 of us, I'm sure I can enjoy it very much. Anyways, really can't imagine I'm so engrossed on my show #就想爱着你 so much that I can neglect baby ): He has went back for reservist, that's why I could only hear his voice and meet him during night. Miss him so badly that I can imagine he's with me all th time. Shall not be too naggy on my blog, at least I update. If not people gonna comment negative words on my blog ^o^

I'm so looking forwards to 9th July' 11 with my girls to town <3

Baby,

Not gonna say much, cause words can't decribe th love for me.

2011-06-28T06:04:00.000-07:00

HAPPY B'DAY TO GARY DIDI ♥

Didi, Happy 17th B'day. Hopefully you'll enjoy your birthday celebration. I'll always remember I owe you a celebration outing. I'll organize one for you don't worry. Last; You're still my sweetest brother <3

You are my perfecth match ♥

Hello all my lovely. I'm back to posting, weekends are too busy going out with baby & weekdays are too busy with work. Need to buck up with my job, save as much money as I can. :) NEED TO STUDY SO BADLY. Sigh. Recently I'm so interested in blogshop. Any blogshop to introduce ?!?! Suppose to meet up with my girls this sunday but made a mistake. Should be next week & I'm so looking forward with this sunday's outing. Although there's only 3 of us but I'm sure we'll enjoy it. I appreciate people who made effort to meet. :B Today & everyday is still a normal day for me, work, boyfriend & family. I guess I really need to slot more time for my dearest friends ♥ I'm afraid to lose them of course. Currently, waiting for dear to come over to fetch me & I miss him so muchzxczxzc ):

Baby, You're my sweetest boyfriend ♥

2011-06-25T00:40:00.000-07:00

Blow th candle like you never did.

Nothing special happen so far, only thursday after work went over to baby's house for steamboat :) This morning baby & I overslept due to th previous night baby was drinking with his clique. Guess he's really tired & I'm afraid he might spoilt his health. :< Behave can you ? Rushing home to bathe, while dad waited downstairs for me to fetch me to work. Before heading to office, get myself breakfast and dad drive me back to office. <3 Eventually, I was thinking it's normal for me to be th first to reach office. I'm always being th early bird! * Proud face >< Started to do my work while having breakfast at th same time. To my surprise, when I went out to smoke in th balcony I realised th office is still empty! :c Am I suppose to work today ?! Didn't care much, continue with my work. Reaching to my lunch time, still nobody turn up. Decided to off my com, take my things and I left th office. Hopefully nobody went there after I left. :( So took bus back to bedok, decided to buy my fahrenheit's album. Didn't think much, walk straight in to have my album and rush home happily. Wanted to share with sheena, but she's out to do her project. Aww, wasted. Waiting for her to be home so badly. ): Anyways, received a called from baby telling me after his roadshow he's going over to Junction 8 to help up as someone took urgent leave. FUCK IT UNDERSTAND. MY DEAR AIN'T YOUR TOYS OR BALL FOR YOU GUY TO THROW HERE & THERE! Currently, I'm downloading songs & photos to my phony! After that I'm heading to bed ~.~ Too sleepy.

Last but no least I'm promise write a long post for her, but I'm not sure if could make it.

Introducing my sweetest' sister to all of you ♥

Firstly, thanks for being my BFF (: Things you done for me I'll never forget & I'll always remember that we once walked through all kinds of life. Th most important things, thanks for saving my life & I can never forget how you smile at me. That's a sweet present given to me, you're darn so important than anyone else. I'm so grateful to meet sucha sister like you. No matter happy or sorrow you'd never left me alone crying. I would remember th time when I needed someone th most you'd never ditch me aside, even you knew that you're jeopardise in this situaiton but you didn't stop helping me. I really had no idea, why. What's th reason made you do that to me. ): Sorry, there's times when I'm in a bad mood I'll vent it on you but I didn't mean it at all. Forgive me alright ? I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU. ♥ Now, you're pregnant yet I didn't visit you once. I'm so elated than anyone else to be your son godmum. <3 I'll meet you up everyday after you gave birth. Of course, after your maternity we'll meet up together with WENZHEN & HUIFEN okay ? We used to hang around like a bunch of aunties, now we should do that again. Be strong, don't ever fall. You're always dote by us. TRINA SIM KAH YOK. ♥

Dedicating th songs for you : 分享 - 伍思凯

Hello my dearest baby <3

Don't jealous for loving my girls so much :) There's my heart do you know that. You're just my whole soul. Stop saying I'm a sweet talk mother fucker. -'- Anyways, just wanna tells you. It's so great to have you with me, totally feel so pampered. I felt like a queen when I'm with you, cause you never made me feel like a slave when I'm with you. Sometime I might be too paranoid, just because I'm too sensitive to your love & movement. A little changes made me feel so afraid of losing you. I hate it when you asked me to grow up, because in a relationship I loathe to grow up. I love being pamper, dote & love by you all th time. Baby, just wanna let you know you're all I ever wanted ♥

161 days ; I love holding your hands walking through everyday <3

2011-06-23T01:55:00.000-07:00

Your happiness brighten up my day <3

I'm positng today because of my cute little husband <3 HIS BED TIME STORY.
Today's baby off day, so he came over to my house early in th morning just to send me to work. Had the same breakfast everyday. <3 Been doing my work since morning, all th way till now finally I'm free to blog. Happy thing, I'm ending work in 2 hours time. (Y) Tonight having steamboat at baby's house together with his family. OHGOSH! Hopefully I won't feel uncomfortable with his relative around. *SMILEEEEE. Texting with baby and after posting I'm going for a stick. I guess there's nothing much, it's just another working day for me. Nothing cool to mention this few days, I'm keeping myself busy to settle my mind down. Seriously, having a good boyfriend with me could really make me smile without realising it. :) As for my work, Yes. I need to improve my english now, cause sometimes I speak broken english with those slang singaporean. Haha, * FAINT. Gotta be more efficient to cope up with my work. That's all for now.

Getting myself to be wide awake right at this moments! I friggin' need to earn as much money as I can. Need to save as much money as I can to further my studies. I desperately need a diploma for me to pursue my goal. I'm not asking for much, kusting wanted to fulfil my own dreams. Thinking back to my old school day times, totally regret. Used to dump away my bag & homework just to get myself happy and enjoy those fun. Totally didn't realise, I'd lose all my freedom by my own hands. Years of time, chances & freedom. Used to think in a way that I'd own everything but thing ain't that simple. Understood th meaning of, there's no free lunch without working hard. Can't afford to lose anything from today onwards. I need to pull up my socks to follow up with those fellow people. Dislike people tease or despise on me just because they'd those little stinky money or that autority. I even look down more on those rich' "Prince" like th father who own this country, always wants human to goes with their fucking ways. Despite, having those money maybe one day you dirty your own reputation. SO, what I've lose or wasted. I'm gonna retrieved back one by one and those people who look small on me. I'm gonna prove it to you I can also be as smart as you guys ;)

宝贝:
Hello baby. Here a bed time story for you. Yesterday was so eager to read my post, sorry. Was too busy that's why got no time to post yesterday. One good news for you is, I'm willing to tell you bed time story everyday if you're willing to listen. Sorry, I know there's time I did made you feel insecure or disappoint. Even so, don't ever think it's a bad sign. All this thing that happen make you feels unhappy., always remember everything that happen will became a test in our relationship. Once you endure and overcome everything, I'm sure we'll survive through everything that occur us. Like I alway says, I'm not gonna lie to you or hide anything from you. I know there're time I'm being very self-centered & possessive that's because I'm so afraid to lose you. I'm fear of that sulky feeling more than anyone else. Trust me, I'll give you happiness and never' never will I gonna say hurtful words to you. Don't ever freak yourself out being so paranoid. Things you've been thinking will never happen, I'll prove to you every commitment I'd made to you.

我最讨厌就是你不在我身边时,但还要假装开心。

2011-06-21T00:42:00.000-07:00

Screw Your Head Upside Down.

Story time.

Woke up in th morning as usual, & I'm always th bird who's earlier than th pig I'm sleeping with. Get in th bathroom with a freshening shower to start off my day. Went off to work on baby's bike, get myself breakfast and started off with my day. Had my lunch about 1plus, on phone with baby. Speak bad of him with my colleague and due to th phone didn't hang up properly. End up we quarrel for th rest of th day. ): No idea that he'll be so mad with me. I'm sorry dear. Anyway, end work around in th late evening, nearly to sunset. Went to a bakery shop to buy myself breakfast & bought 5 eggtarts for my dear. ♥ Alight at interchange & walk over to baby's outlet to pass him his tart. Of course, unpleasant things took place and we'd to settle. As well, I skip my dinner because I need a heavy diet. :( Watching show since th moment I came home. Waiting for baby to end work & go back to his house. That's for th day, I need a rest now.
Goodbyes.

Baby;
How can you doubt my love towards you, never ever you could think of that. Although times I'm quite pissed off with you, but I'd never thought of leaving you. Everything that had happen between us, I'd always put it in as a memories of us. Feeling never once fade, didn't thought of stabbing a knife in your heart. Your heart is so soft till I want to hold it so tight and warm it with my body. :) Though I didn't done much things for you before, th feelings I gave in is much more than what I'd expected. What if th sky drop, what would th last sentence you would says to me? I'll say it in your face, I wanna be your last girl, to feel th last breathe of yours. ♥ Promise that you'll never get upset anymore. You look cute with a smile on your face.

Our love is still holding strong ; 157 days.

2011-06-20T07:13:00.000-07:00

SUPERGIRL. As I promise you I'll post it up to you, so don't worry. I don't lie ^-^ Now it's your turn to post yours. Anyway, this tattoo is uncompleted, that's why not nice. Plus this photo I took it on that day itself, so line and colour quite obvious. ♥

Shit th society's law, break th school rules with your darn brain.

I'm back to blogging cause I need to upload photos for someone, cause she's complaining I'm lying to her >< Just had a wonderful day at work, came home to have dinner & while waiting for baby to end work. Random case. Mum's killing cockroach spraying th bygon. Th whole house is so stinkkkkkkk now. ): Now, it's been months that I didn't blog for long. I totally got no idea what to post on my blog. Anyway, I'm messaging with wenzhen talking about boyfriend's topic. Wonderful.

Seriously, I do find guy are a powerful creatures. For no reason they would pop out in your life, showering their love and stealing everything that belong to us. Sealing our heart with them but not ours' freaking mouth. What's th defination of love ? Friggin' funny planet that we're living on , tons of thing would just happen without any expectation. Many things cannot be explain and there's no explanation to certain question. If someone ask you to describe th word' love, what would be your answer. I'll says, I want a paradise of my own and I don't want any stranger to come straight to my life. I hate it when th knife stab straight in to my heart, which I can't do anything to stop th bleeding. Even is right in front of you, maybe few of them would just turn & walk off.

Sneaking out from this place & heading to someone's warmly hug ♥

2011-06-19T19:28:00.000-07:00

TH WIND THAT BLOWS TH LOVE TO ME

Morning guys <3

Baby sent me to work again. Currently, I'm in my office now, rotting. Superior still not here yet so I'm doing a short posting first :) Just reached office about 30 min ago. Had my breakfast & a stick to start off my day. :D Missing baby right now. Also, hopefully today will be a great day for me. Listening to 91.3FM now and playing with my Iphone.

That's all for now, as for eileen. I'll upload my tattoo when i get home.

Goodbye.

#nowplaying Jenniefer Lopez - I'm into you Y

2011-06-18T19:37:00.000-07:00

HAPPY PAPA'S DAY Y

Morning was awake by daddy's text. Followed by my stupid alarm, baby was so pig that he keep calling me to off th alarm !@#$%^&* Bloody hole. Went home while dear went to work. Tomorrow I'm back to work, think of that still kind of lazy laaaaaaaaaaa. Anyway, tonight celebrating father's day in a restaurant with my dad. * MUM'S IDEA. Didn't bought anything for daddy because really got no time to shop )': Sorry. Now, i'm listening to song and restoring some of my thing in my stupid Iphone. :@ Maybe meeting up with gary later on, mean while waiting for adeline to deliver my breakfast to me. :D Alright that's it for today. Shall blog again in th afternoon.

Goodbye.

PS: I'll protect you silently.

2011-06-18T00:21:00.000-07:00

Reached home in th morning from baby's house. Been using com for few hours, finally I'd completed my korean show :B *SHOO ! Kinda of tired already, baby had just called me and nag >< TSK! Now trying to mess with my blog, a bit outdated so need to re-arrange everything. :) Nothing much to post today, continue again. Now I need to chiong for my Pucca's restaurant. Thanks to that stupid fishing joy )':
Goodbye , loves <3

Ps: That's all I'm asking for ♥

2011-06-17T06:06:00.000-07:00

Welcome Back.

Hello, ladies & gentlemen. I'm back to my blogging. :B It's going 1years since i share my things with you guys. :)

17th June' 2010 ♥

Woke up very early in th morning, prepare for work while baby's always sleeping soundly. Together heading to work in baby's car. Today nothing much to do in office so quite relax. Playing with my phone, facebook & games. :D Guess it's just th beginning. Eventually, many things had happen ever since I'm a free girl. Afterall, I'd to learn to overcome everything hur. Reached home since 3 hours back, struggling with my blog like hell. Many things to update & edit. :) That's it for today.
Goodbye, see you tomorrow :D

Time for this uncle :D What shall I write for this dumby ?!
He's been with me going through all my sorrow and happiness without fail of course, since 15th Jan' 2011 till now. Never ever grudges me anything before, always make me smile no matter he's feeling down or up. TRUE ♥ he did behave like a baby when we're alone together. He change my life ever since i met him, he even kept up to his promise. Never ever once disappoint me or upset me, of course he did made me cry for him like an idiot everytime he made me angry. I don't blame him for being so silly sometime, cause everything he did I'm always th first one that cross his mind. A perfect & wonderful fiancee I had. <3 Dear, thanks for everything you'd done. I hope everything remains like this even though things around us change. I LOVE YOU.

Enjoying th moments I"m having.
Thanks.

2010-10-29T19:21:00.000-07:00

Been not posting for some weeks already. Someone has complain my blog is getting smelly :) Anyways , this few days i'm working so i don't really have time for my things. Just that thing aren't getting very smoothly during my work , and i just had a fall two days ago. Has been meeting baolun and co this few days :) Off to work now , byeeeeeee :D

PS: I'd choose to give up even though i didn't want it.

2010-10-13T07:06:00.000-07:00

I know it's been sometime that i update my blog :) Nothing much really happen this few days , kept drinking with baolun and his clique ♥ Tonight going down Sun City to celebrate may yin's birthday :) Updates again!

PS: I know you'll never be mine :)

2010-10-04T06:45:00.000-07:00

This few days i'm too lazy to post anything. Just feel like making a short post. Been meeting up with wenyuan and his clique this whole week. :x Exams is round th corner , making me stress like hell :c Hope it will end soon and i really wanna have fun . Ton over @ steven's house on last saturday with adeline , ahping and jiayu.

Nights lovely ♥

PS: I'd totally lost trust in you :(

2010-09-29T19:49:00.000-07:00

MY DADDY IS FINALLY OUT !

28 September 2010

Went down to CGH with mummy and adeline to visit daddy :) At 8 plus xiaolng came over to house downstair to fetch me. Meet up with zhikai and his friend @ bedok 85 , accompany them to eat and chit chatting. Went down to woodlands mrt because was meeting up with wenyuan & co. Drive down to marsiling cc to fetch one of thier friend , decided to have thier supper at chompang. Saw felicia there so chat-ed awhile. :) After eating herr song drive thier friend home as we were thinking of a place to go. Went down to geyland lor 17 to meet up with royston's friend :D Accompany them go eat again -.- Send royston's friend back to batok , then royston and one guy went home. Went over to herr song's house to take his labtop , while i follow him up because wanted to see his dog. :) Cab-ed over to wenyuan's house and ton. Anyways , thanks for th instant noodles wenyuan ♥

29 September 2010

Woke up at 9plus and realise i was running out of time so wake herr song and wenyuan up because i need to reach Clarke Quay at 1pm. Wenyuan accompany me home to bathe and change all this. Suppose to meet up with herrsong @ clarke quay mrt but he's late , so i went for my interview first. :) My interview is very success ! HOHO :x Accompany herr song down to his music school , half way wenyuan wanted to go chinatown awhile so accompany him to find his friend :) Guess what ?! I saw a shop is full with doraemon and i'm melting soon. As wenyuan promise to buy th boxer for me on my 18th birthday. Walk-ed over to herrsong's music school to look for him because we'd to stay outside so me and wenyuan left first. Went down to find royston @ marina square. Have KFC for my lunch with royston :) Herr song came after that , waited for royston to knock off and went home to sleep after a busy day.

PS; I'm always yours ♥

2010-09-26T21:56:00.000-07:00

DADDY ♥ , GET WELL SOON ): I MISS YOU !

2010-09-23T01:43:00.000-07:00

Suppose to meet up with fee and her friends @ st. james but i couldn't find an ic. So meet up with may yin , jojo and a guy @ bedok inter. He drove us down to st james and he wanted to enter dragonfly but we can't enter. Decided to go down NANA to drink :) Open two Martell and lasted us till 5am ! When morning time edwin wanted to send me but he have no idea where is it , so i cab-ed home myself. Currently is 3plus now and i just woke up :D

PS: I don't wanna lose you , please don't ignored me ):

2010-09-20T18:06:00.000-07:00

18 September 2o1o

Rotting at home and using com for th whole day , suppose to meet kayan for movie at night. Around late evening xiaozhu suddenly text me said he'd an accident. Lmao:c So i went to prepared and went down to NUH. On my way decided to text zoey so meet her up at Buona Vista :D I miss you , girl ♥ Accompany zoey to a nearby coffee shop to have her dinner , after that cab-ed over to meet xiaozhu. :) Very heart pain to see him in this state. Aww! Cab-ed over to xiaozhu's house together with his erzi. Around 11pm me and zoey cab-ed back to woodlands , halfway through xiaozhu text me and ask me to go over his place and keep him a company. Took bus 187 to boon lay and cab-ed over to his place. :) Anyways , that nights his face look so pale and he can't even walk straight. Poor thing! Wish that th girl could give him more cares. Managed to coax him to sleep after a few hours. Accompany him till next day late afternoon then went home. Nelson came over my house for awhile and went home so i went to coffee shop to buy dinner for my family. After dinner , around 8plus i went in to my lala land.

PS: Sorry for letting you go. I guess we're not suitable for each other , there's many thing we done that each other don't like. Anyways , if you think i'm just toying with you then let it be. I won't regret with my decision :) I know you're hiding thing from me , if you didn't want to say i won't force you and we don't even have th basic trust at all.

20 sptember 2o1o

Went to Mr.Curry restaurant for interview@ clarke quay and i guess is quite success. Hope to start work soon , so that i could have my tattoo done :) Went down to panjang and meet up with ahping and steven. Accompany adeline to food court and have a meal. Walked over to 424 to slack , drink and chit chat. Not long ahboy came over to meet us :) Still th same like bamboo! Texting with kayan all th way , i miss you very much! Hope to see you soon ): Around 10plus ahboy ride me to LRT station while waiting for ahping , adeline and steven , me and ahboy went over to th coffee shop and sit with all th laoeh. :B Reach home at 12 and mummy wake up to opened th door for me. :)

PS:I'm missing you right now.

2010-09-16T21:44:00.001-07:00

真正爱你的女孩，在别人面前总是野蛮，只会为你温柔，眼泪特别多.　　
真正爱你的女孩，总是会对你说别抽烟，尽管她知道你改不了，还是不耐烦的说.　　
真正爱你的女孩，无时无刻都想知道你在干什么.　　
真正爱你的女孩，会为你晚回家而着急，然后不停的给你手机拨电话，直到手机没电.　　
真正爱你的女孩，不会管你钱，而你自然会心甘情愿的把所有钱都给她.　　
真正爱你的女孩，不许你在她面前夸别的女孩子漂亮，也许她心里也那么想，但是不许你在她面前那么说.　　
真正爱你的女孩，会想尽办法给你好吃的东西，因为她们愿意和分享一切她们最好的.　　
真正爱你的女孩，会在你气她的时候，默不作声，然后红着脸，嘟着嘴，等你去哄她.　　
真正爱你的女孩，有时候会在你面前变得无理取闹，撒娇任性.　　
真正爱你的女孩，会特别在意你在兄弟面前的面子.　　
真正爱你的女孩，不会跟你生气，总是假装生气，你说两句好话便马上开心
真正爱你的女孩，如果你总是在她面前提到她和别的男生，她会马上泪如雨下.　　
真正爱你的女孩，记得所有你们一起有意义的日子，并且为你送上惊喜.　　
真正爱你的女孩，希望你在每年生日的时候都许下同一个愿望，就是永远和她在一起
真正爱你的女孩，不会干涉你太多，她们愿意永远做你背后的女人.　　
真正爱你的女孩，她的一切都在证明，你是她生命中唯一的男人

Yesterday whole day rot at home , manage to chat on phone with ahleong for awhile. Around late evening went down to YioChuKang and meet ahleong , because he nights out ♥'s. Cab-ed down to his camp and pick him and cab-ed to his house. Accompany him till 9.30 he's to book in already ): Reach home at 12 and he was already fast asleep , well didn't manage to talk to him at all. Today maybe he coming over my house to fetch me and we're still thinking where shall we go to catch our movie :)

PS: I'm still waiting for that moment ):

2010-09-14T18:56:00.000-07:00

130910

Nowadays I'm getting more and more hot tempered. It's been so long since i meet up with all my friends. Today Kayan and friends drive to bedok and pick me up , then went hougang and woodlands because he wanna do his stuff so i tag along. :) Went to his house to accompany him till almost 11 , then he send me to bus stop. Just nice Xiaozhu text me and asked me to ton at jurong point but i was too tired . Sorry , i forgotten to call you again ): While on th way home messaging with Ahleong. Reach home at 12am , adeline was waiting for me to be back home. Chat-ed on phone with ah leong till 1plus and went to bed. Night ♥

140910

Woke up at 11plus and saw Ahleong and others message. After bathing and settling myself , Ahleong wanted me to keep him accompany so i called him and we chatted on phone (: Guess what , because of him i didn't went out for th whole day and we was talking on phone from morning till 1.30 mignight. Laugh , he was th first guy who i chat-ed on phone for so long . Honour ? Currently he's inside camp now and i was missing him. Friday meeting him for movie (: It's been so long since we met each other.

PS: There's still a long way for us to work on this love again.

Trina Sim Kah Yok Y

This post is especially for you :) Listen up , it's not that i'd change or neglect you. We're beeb apart for so long , as for me of course i really hope that all this thing didn't change at all. I know those feelings are no long there anymore , but your posittion in my heart had never change. Even when i'm inside i never ever forget you. I really hope you'll simply understand , i just need more time from you that's all. I know you always make me angry with you , sometime th way you reply my text as if like i'm a stranger to you. I already told you before i hate one word or two words reply D: Let me tell you that even though i got a boyfriend , when did i ever neglect you. Now you're so busy with your own boyfriend and work life so what else do you want from me ? You say after i discharge my attitude toward you had totally change toward you , did you ask yourself is this how th way i wanted you to treat me ? I'm always giving in to you. I told you once , don't ever let me give up on you. Last by not least , you're still my best friend and th best vanilla i ever had in my life. Treasure me now or never (:

2010-09-11T23:38:00.000-07:00

Miss this idiot for a sudden (:

Healthy lifestyle

I'm too lazy to post (: Been toning th whole week , been drinking with friends. Meeting nelson and tamp friends recently. Going over to nelson's house now. Byeeee ;D

PS: Prove to me all your love. I'll trust you once (:

Currently at nelson's house rotting. Just play majong with kuibu , nelson and andy. I was losing very round ): All bully me ! Then adeline and joyce came over too. Just had my dinner , kuibei just cook a big bowl of prawn noodles for me . YUMMY . Lols. Didn't get to sleep much for today , my panda eye really coming out soon.

2010-09-08T22:08:00.000-07:00

This few days i was so lazy to update my post. So i shall make a short and simple post ;D Yesterday went down to bugis to meet up with jason and catch th movie " Grown Up ". It's so damn boring. Around late evening went down tamp to meet ahdai while waiting for adeline because was meeting alex at batok but in th end decided to go down power house with ahdai and friends. Yesterday almost hangover because me and a friend dance like crazy. LOL ! Th funny parts is i forgotten to take photos ): So nowadays my blog will be very dead. Currently kelvin is angry with me because i went to clubbing. Benben , don't angry with me alrights ?

PS: Club throughout th love night (:

2010-09-05T19:07:00.000-07:00

I know very well that 6months was neither slow nor fast , but there's many things out there would change. I really wish that i could just accept all th thing that are happening around me. It's not that i don't wanna face th fact , is because i don't want things to change. ); Those feelings are like hell ! I really can't stand it anymore, but there's nothing i could do. If i didn't went in , will everything still remains ? Or will everyone still th same like last time , those times i enjoys th most. If there's one wish to make , i want to turn back th clock and never look front. I'm still hoping that everything will go back to th ways i always yearning for.

05 September 2010

Went down to bugis with adeline and meet up with leo and ee eng :) Went to shop for my clothing , but only manage to but one pump shoe and a high waist pant. This few days i'd been smoking like a machine :0 Went down to batok suppose to meet up with huifen and xiaozhu but because it's too late so they went off too. Adeline keep wanted to go down woodlands to get her smiley pierce but th shop has close. Actually wanted to meet up with chieuyun and xiaojie but because i'm running out of time. So we went to west mall and shop. Was suppose to meet caspar and seowshong 8pm at 1o9 but i didn't saw th message properly. I thought it was 9pm , so no choice cab-ed down to bedok because nelson booking in already (: Baby's broke lah ! Chit-chat with them till 10plus while caspar and seowshong went to 85 and have thier supper and we was too tired to tag along so we bus-ed home. Anyways , i guess next week i'm going down woodlands to meet up with yuting. I miss her so muchhh .

P.S ; More photos coming up (:

06 Septmeber 2010

Meet up with ashiq at bedok inter at 7.15am , bus-ed down to temesak for my N level (: While waiting for melody we light a ciggrate and smoke. So we went in together , because we different stream that's why i'd to find my own examination place. End up with 3 guys who're also finding th classroom. Went up to 2nd floor and i saw ashiq and melody again , LOLS. Anyways , today is my chinese written :DD It's so damm easy , after exam one of th candidate cab-ed back and send me home. HOHO. Later 2pm still have to go back for my english LC. How i wish my exam would faster end so that i could work. Thanks for all my dearest who'd wish me good luck for my exam .

PS: I wish you would realise i'm falling in your arms ):

2010-09-04T10:27:00.000-07:00

I shall make a small posting ;D Anyways , today quite a number of people ask me out but i'm just too into my korean show that why. Sorry guys , but i appreciated. Today only manage to text with kelvin awhile because he was so busy with his GAMES , that why i don't wanna disturb him. Have a short chat with xiaozhu on th phone because he was feeling down. Th angry part is half way through didn't reply me ): Guess he's sleeping , hope he's feeling better and please reply my MESSAGE. Life seems to getting more & more boring because i'm doing N level now. I really need some entertainment :) This few days was meeting nelson and caspar , but yesterday just meet up with ahdai.

Sayang , i hope you understand my feeling.

P.S: I'm kinda of pissed off by small kids.

2010-09-01T19:24:00.001-07:00

Baby's Back :)

Boos. Yesterday is th day i got back everything that belong to me. 6 months is kinda of fast , but also there's lots of stuffs had happen. Yesterday my parents came to SGH fetch me. Went to many places to shop for my clothes , but only manages to buy 2 clothes form cotton on and a necklace. Around 5 plus , gary , caspar & weiqin came to my house downstair and meet up with me. I'm so outdated ! D: So irritatting , keep stopping me from smoking. Lols. Anyway , xiaojie had called me and we'd clarified things out. So i'm no longer attach to him , everybody has to move on (: Chat with jiayu on th phone till very late while sms-ing ahdai. Today wake up early in th morning and help up my mummy to do some house chores , now my hand is having BLISTER ); Manage to contact chieuyun. Currently messaging with zoey & adeline. Meeting nelson & ahxiong soon.

Thanks to those people who still remember me :) Especially my those ladies. Sorry to kept you guys waiting for me out there. Anyway , hope to meet up with all my ladies soon.

Ps; Sometimes i wish everything still remain th same.

2010-03-01T17:36:00.000-08:00

your court day today .
Hope to see you ):
Taking mc right now ._.
no link i know , miss (!)

2010-02-22T17:35:00.001-08:00

update soon :)

2010-02-21T01:09:00.001-08:00

Finally i have th time to blog for you .
I really have so much to tell you .
I promise , never to touch drugs unless you are around :D
I didn't meet up with your boyf tht much .
He is busy with his life right now . And he doesnt go camp tht much too -.-
I shall blog another day , xoxo

2010-02-05T20:13:00.000-08:00

Hi sister . Sorry for not updating .
Internet is down again -.- !
How are you doing inside ? ):

- Adeline ;

2010-02-01T22:16:00.001-08:00

Seriously damm them .

I should just walk in . like seriously .

): , i can't see you till home visit i guess .

- Adeline ;

2010-01-31T23:21:00.001-08:00

I'm lazy to blog .

But i'm updating on yours everyday .

14days `

- Adeline ;

2010-01-30T21:08:00.000-08:00

Hi sis , twelve days since you're in (: .

Everyone miss you :DDD (!)

HAHA , my phone doesn't want to stop ringing .

Wlau , damm shitty . haha .

Three more days :D

-Adeline ;

2010-01-30T00:37:00.000-08:00

Hi sister , internet is finally back :)(!)

Haha , i'm currently talking to your boyf now .

Don't jealous , we are talking bout you :D .

Miss you so much , next tuesday (!!!!!!!!!)

Short hair = cute . Love you ♥ !

-Adeline ;

2010-01-27T02:25:00.000-08:00

Hi , another post for you again .
Mummy went to visit you yesterday .
I miss your voice ): (!)
Imyyyyyy , miss when you scold me.
Miss when you nag at me ,
Miss when you waited for me to treat you eat ,
Miss when you play with me ,
Miss when you're at home with X.Jie .
Miss when you are not around .
Don't worry , everyone miss you .
03022010 , i hope i am able to see you .
Iloveyou Sister (!) :(

- Adeline ;

2010-01-25T17:04:00.000-08:00

2March2010 , court case .
Till then (:

2010-01-20T21:40:00.001-08:00

Am nervous on knowing your result .

I'll post whenever i can , luvs (!)

You'll be inside fortwo years ?

Imyyyy , ):

-Adeline ; Retarded Sister .

2010-01-19T02:52:00.001-08:00

So fuckup this few week home keep no internet. This whole week baby been staying at my house for one whole week to pei me. Really have lot of fun with him eh. Love him so much. Currently at baby's house now . Just quarrel with him only ): Sigh. Will post again other day.

45 days of romance
i love you (:

2010-01-11T00:43:00.000-08:00

Today woke up at 12 noon. Realise i'm all alone at where ): Saw baby's message when i checked my phone. Telling me he going in DB. I was so worried & i called him , thought something really happen to him. Stay at home whole day as baby promise me he'll come over my house tonight. In th end he went to work. So must wait till tomorrow then can see him already. Fuck lah , i really miss him so much can. Fuck it :) Talk on phone with jiayu vanilla just now.

2010-01-10T11:44:00.000-08:00

This few days baby been very busy working ): Didn't even get enough sleep at all can ! See him everyday so tired & sleepy heart pain for him. Sometime can even forget to have his meals. Getting skinner each day. Baby ! Take care of yourself okay , don't always only think about me only. This few days i also can't spend much time with you , really miss you when you're not around. Sometime didn't meet at all ): Then nowadays keep make baby angry , really scare you'll give up on me one day. Sometime really hope i can do something to make you happy & smile. :) Seriously , you're a great boyfriend. I'll treasure you well , i love you so much. It's been 2 years plus since i settle myself down with a boyfriend that could actually last me 1month. Almost totally forgotten what's th feeling of being love !

Baby ah baby ,
Sorry for once making you angry.
Sorry for once making you upset & almost give up.
Sorry for not being a good girlfriend.
Sorry for not accompany you when you're down.
Sorry for not cheering you up when you're not in th mood.
Sorry for not being 24/7 to take care of you.
Sorry for not behaving myself.
Sorry for not being a goodgirl.
Sorry for not listening to you sometimes.
Sorry for not understand you.
Sorry for not always being there to help you.
Last but not least sorry for making you worry for me all th time ):

Baby , hold me forever in your arms & say that you love me.
Never ever tell me yours feeling fade or letting me go.
Don't ever ask me to look for a better guy.
I want nothing at this moment , except you & your smile.
Boyfriend ; I'M MISSING YOU ♥
06 December 2009 , You're mine (:

2010-01-09T22:24:00.000-08:00

Retarded Silly MeiMei ♥

Tonight i'll be back to continue posting. :) Going down woodland to meet yuting dear & co now. Miss me alright , all my lovely dude !

Bus-ed down to woodland with adeline meimei. Went to causeway to have our lunch ;DD Cab-ed down to block 19 and buy thing. Went to micheal's house to look for kaiwen , wenjie & co. Baby came after that . Went home around 9pm , baby send me & adeline to bus stop. Hope yuting dear & wenjie will patch thing up soon (: Byeeeee .

Baby ah Baby ;
Today quarrel with baby over small thing ): Sorry that i make you angry again.
After that everything was fine , guess he know i didn't did it purposely !
Baby today keep disturbed me , laugh. Idiot him ;DD
I told baby i don't want to be his girlfriend anymore.
& i said ; " Baby , i want to be your one & only wife "
So he laughed , so cute of him. Love you lahhhh !
36 days , Ai Shite Iru.

2010-01-08T11:39:00.000-08:00

Woke up very early this morning cause my balcony is having RENOVATION ! Bathe & use computer while waiting for adeline meimei to come home from school :) Wait for her to prepare and all those stuff , went to bank & withdraw money. Xiaozhu ahbeng called & wish me happy birthday ;D Thanks. Bus-ed down to causeway and meet jiayu vanilla.

Me & adeline rot at causeway while waiting for jiayu :) Have lunch at food court , went to smoke after that. While smoking , got one retarded guy came forward and ask me if i'm interest in doing model shooting. Pester me for so long , so i gave him my facebook email. Finally walk away after talking so much nonsense :x Accompany adeline to toilet , while i sitting outside smoking. Suddenly both of them walk away without telling me while i was talking on phone with baby. After so long finally came back. Guess what , they bought th 铜锣烧 lighting a candle on top. Tears almost fall out , but didn't. Force me to make a wish & blow th candle in th middle of inter. Paiseh eh :x Love you girls so much. Cab-ed down to 136 as baby ask me to go over & look for him. When reaching then heard my phone ringing , baby wanted to tell me not to go down cause he going out. Baby called me so many times but didn't hear it , he dulan again ! Nabei. Meet him awhile , cab-ed back to causeway to meet yuhui darling & felicia sister. Went arcade to play DDR as yuhui wanted to play. :) Bus-ed down to marsiling cc , while adeline & jiayu lie to me said they were going home. So shock that xavier daddy actually called me and wish me happy birthday. Finally realise you're a very sweet daddy ♥ So wuxim .

Reach marsiling cc slack , take photos & smoke while waiting for my room as well as baby & xavier to come. Suddenly jiayu message me and say she not coming anymore & adeline went home. At that point of time , i was really very pissed off. So me , baby , xavier & yuhui went in th room and sing while waiting for other to came. Wenjie , kaiwen & yuting dear came down not long. All of them went in & out & don't allow me to walk out of th room , so secretly. I knew something gonna happen. Suddenly adeline came in together with kaiwen follow by yuting , wenjie & jiayu holding 2 cakes on thier hand & a piglet which i told them i wanted earlier. Super shock & yes i admit my tears drop , it really so touching. So after making wishes & blew candle here come thier crazyness. Stupid xavier & wenjie started to use cake to smash my face while i'm cutting another. ;D Aww , so disgusting. So i take some and put on yuhui , yuting & jiayu face too. Laughs , evil me ! All of us was kena like shit. Went to toilet and wash our face & hair , suddenly xavier came in and throw another piece of cake on me. Kena my hair again ! Angry ;c After cleaning up , went back to have my birthday cake. Th most importat thing is i didn't even get a chance to take photo of my cakes & wenjie already cutted and distrubuted to others. Alex came after that & gasper called and wish me happy birthday. SI GASPER SAY WILL COME BEFORE 12AM IN TH END DIDN'T TURN UP ! I make sure sunday i see you i'll kill you. We sing k from 9pm all th way to 12 midnight. :) Walked to 131 to meet micheal , th moment he saw me wish me happy birthday & ask me to drink. Say if i didn't drunk don't think of going home. Lucky baby save me , so i drank a cup with micheal as a respect. Suppose toning at micheal's house but baby don't let. ): After drinking baby accompany me to wait for cab , cab-ed home from woodland. :) It's really a tiring but a very memories day.

PS: Guys , thanks for organising such a nice & sweet celebration for me :) Especially yuting , wenjie , jiayu & adeline. 4 of you spend th most money today. Really enjoy hanging out with you all. It's really fate that i can know you guys. Not forgetting those people who turn up my celebration. Thanks very muchh ! Loves ♥

Thanks to those people who wish me happy birthday too . I really love my 17th birthday alot :)

Yes , Vanilla you'd succed for making me cry again :) I love you so much can !

You'll alway be my one & only. Same goes to your birthday i'm gonna make you cry.

Baby , thanks for spending my birthday with me th whole night.

I really love you so much , thanks for worrying for me if i'm going home not.

Always remember what you told me , i hope my wish will come through. :)

Today is my happiest day spending with you.

You said i'd replaced her in your heart & i believed.

I told you i'll love you more & more each day , it true from th bottom of my heart.

Believe me alright ? I promise i won't betray you anymore. NOT AGAIN.

Promise to stay with me no matter what & th only thing i want from you is to see you smile always.

Let our relationship last forever alrights. ♥ I swear i'll never stop loving you.

061209 ` Xiaojie my one & only beloved boyfriend. 35 days & you're still holding my hand.

2010-01-07T08:56:00.000-08:00

Present for my dearesr boyfriend

HAPPY B'DAY TO MYSELF (:

Ton at micheal's house with gasper , xavier daddy , kaiwen , norman , baby & co. Quarrel with baby on our first month , was really pissed off by him :x I guess it's my fault too. He ton with me to mend it back for me (: Then today morning around 8plus walk-ed to baby's house. Reach his house both of us sleep like pig. Around 5 plus baby went downstair to buy his dad dinner (: Came back continue sleep again , slept till 8plus baby off to work. So i bus-ed home. On th way home was talking on phone with jiayu vanilla & xiaozhu ahbeng (: Currently , msn-ing with xiaozhu. Missing baby so muchh ! Life are getting bored this few days. Just feel uneasy & not use to it after coming back home.

34 days , thing are getting better ?
I still love you , baby :)

2010-01-05T22:05:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 1ST MONTH BABY (:

Finally , it's been ages since i got a boyfriend could last me till 1 month. Well , as baby say no matter what he'll hold on to this relationship. & i trust baby that he meant what he said. Although you think of leaving me before , but now i'll still say that baby no matter what i still love you (: Baby , i still remember everything you told me , everything you done for me & thing you don't like. I'll still say , i will listen to whatever you say & be your good girlfriend. I want to be your longest & enternity girlfriend. ILOVEYOU ♥

Yesterday went kallang to meet my money tree to take money, jiayu vanilla , yuhui darling , ahboy & ahping sayang are there to keep me accompany. :) After that went to coffee shop as jiayu was hungry. Not long gasper came down , walk-ed back to mrt to meet gasper. Smoke & waited for money tree to came , after that took mrt back to marsiling while jiayu went to meet laoshu so ahboy & ahping went home. Me , yuhui & gasper walked to 167 and meet baby. Reach there only baby say wanted to go micheal's house. Fuck lah , then keep ask me go yuhui's house. Still say will accompany me for today. LIES ! Went back to jiayu's house downstair & slack, message with baby till i pekcek ! Went back to jiayu's house sleep. Early in th morning th stupid adeline meimei came to jiayu's window and knock , so pass her key to open th door. Three of us just wake up not long. Went to causeway point with jiayu & adeline to buy present for baby (: around 5plus yuting dear & lizhen aiai came , cause yuting want buy present for wenjie too. Me , jiayu & adeline bus-ed to 166 meet kaiwen & co. Not long adeline went home.

To Jiayu ;

Finally , we're back like last time. So sweet like honey ! I want to tell you that no more quarreling , fighting or drifting between us ANYMORE. No more boyfriend first place in your fucking heart. No more quarreling because any of us meet boyfriend. :x I don't want our sister ship to be broken or spoilt by anyone or anything else again. I kinow both of us tears many time for each other & sometime we can even quarrel over small stupid stuffs. I wish all this thing can just STOP. Go back like how we were , i still remember how we knew each other , what make us became sister like nobody business. Once again ; Vanilla ILOVEYOU !

32days since we been together (:

2010-01-04T21:16:00.000-08:00

3 MORE DAYS TO MY 17TH B'DAY !

PRESENT IS ALL I EVER WANTED ;D

2010-01-04T09:18:00.000-08:00

Vanilla , i know we'd been through thick & thin. We once laugh together , smile together , cry together & play together. Even quarrel till we almost break our sister ship , but we still love each other so deep. I know we can't forget everything we'd been through. I told you before that in my whole life you're my one & only sister. So if one day i lose you i'm going to hold you back. You're always th most important than anyone else. Always remember where we know each other & what make us became so close :) Trina.X.J.Y ♥

Baby , we'd been together going 1month already. I'd never changed so much or done so much thing for a guy before. I really can say that you're a very special person to me now. I'm scare of losing you & i don't want to have another boyfriend again. :) I'll always remember th thing you say to me & thing you'd done for me. No matter what happen , i'll always be there to help you. Always listen & be a good girlfriend of yours. Sorry for what i'd done that make you angry or upset you. From today onward i'll be a good girl that only know how to dote & love you :) Ivan.O.C.K ♥

2010-01-04T01:39:00.000-08:00

Old Photos (:

Today whole day rotting at home ): cause baby don't allow me go out. Tomorrow then go down woodlands meet jiayu vanilla & baby. Laugh , laoshu also banned jiayu from going out. :D Playing computer for th whole day. Just now was talking with jiayu on phone. Baby is at yishun working now , bored lahhhh ! Miss him so much now ); waiting for baby to finish work so that can talk on phone with him.

Loving baby more & more :]

2010-01-03T08:52:00.000-08:00

It's a new year & a new starts for everyone i guess. Tomorrow is xavier & wenjie's court case , hope everything will be fine. Hoping this year will be a better year for me , been running for months :( Hope i'd really think through everything and had a good plan for myself. Once again , hope that baby will be forever be with me. ILOVEYOU.

Today woke up at 1plus , bathe and prepared all that took mrt down to bugis with adeline meimei & meet up with gary didi. Walk to rochor and meet up with jialiang & co. Have my lunch with jiayu vanilla & adeline :) After eating and slacking , bus-ed back to marsiling and went to baby's house and pei him. Around 8.30 baby walk me to inter and take bus. Reach home and have some finger food. Just finish talking on phone with baby :) Tomorrow going over baby's house to keep him accompany.

Xiaojie ♥ ;

Been meeting baby everyday since th day we'd been together.

Our love has been stronger , loving you more & more each day (:

Gone through many thing with you , i finally understand you more .

It's been 30 days since we're together , three more days to our 1st month.

Love you always , IVAN.

2010-01-02T10:13:00.000-08:00

Yesterday stayed overnight at wenjie's house with yuting dear , adeline meimei & kaiwen (: Sleep at around 4plus. Today woke up at around 3plus , went to bathe and prepare cause lizhen aiai , felicia sister & co was here waiting for us. Baby call and ask me to go over his house pei him , so he cab-ed over and fetch me . Went to baby's house slack with adeline & monkey retareded. Cab-ed down with baby to yishun to meet his friend :x Baby went to work so we cab-ed back to 166 & meet yuhui darling & kaiwen. Have chicken rice for my dinner , bus-ed home after that. Adeine's phone was lost , sad for her . Talking with my mother just now while adeline was cooking finger foods for me. Now currently chatting on phone with baby. Tomorrow going down rochor road for meeting.

Xiaojie ; Love-Die-You !

Days have been passing on , things had happen.

Th love for you has been growing stronger :)

Loving you more & more each day.

Promise me not to leave me anymore , you're always mine.

Baby's Xiaojie ♥

29 days i'm still holding on to you .

2009-12-28T14:27:00.000-08:00

BABY ! I MISSING YOU NOW :)

8 more days to our 1st month , loving you more & more :)
Baby , i wanna be with you till th end.
Prove to me this time i walking th right path.
No matter what happen i gonna hold you tight.
I'll be with you when you're having problem.
I swear i won't just walk away like last time. ♥
Love-die-you ! I'm a goof girlf of yours .
Ivan.O.C.K you're mine :) 06 December 2009

2009-12-28T08:16:00.000-08:00

Yuhui darling (:

Yuting dear & lizhen aiai .♥3 retarded guy :>
orchard area (:
Yuting Dear <3

24 December 2009

Chrismas eve went to orchard with yuhui dear , lizhen darling , xavier daddy , wenjie , nicholas , yuhui darling , gasper , felicia & co. At night can't find mrt station walk to somerset mrt. Plan to watch movie at causeway point , but was fully booked ! >: Shag . Bus-ed down to 136 and drink. Not long baby & xiaonick came. Don't know what happen suddenly they got taiji with ahboy. Bored ! Xavier and ahjie jio him one on one then he don't dare. After that don't know how they settle , ahboy use beer bottle hit onto his head. Not long colin came down , went to behind talk. Then he got beaten up ): Sad for him ! Then police came , everyone run like mad. End up only me & felicia walking behind , chit chat & walk to block 111. Then walk over to meet yuting & wenjie , baby cab-ed over and send us to wenjie's house. Baby went home after that , talked on phone with him awhile. Yuting suddenly hungry so wenjie cook noodles for me & dear :) Thanks lah.

Ahping sayang. Working !

27 December 2009

Yesterday afternoon went to 166 meet yuting dear for lunch (: Then walked over to lizhen aiai's house. After that bus-ed down to 136 and look for baby they all. Went to marsiling cc as they wanted to sing k. Reach there not long saw a message from baby say he wanted to broke up with me. I run inside th toilet and cry non stop, lizhen and yuting keep knock on my door and i didn't open or reply them when they keep calling me. Not long felicia sister come in and they say they open a room for me to sing to drink. So i went in , th first thing i do is lie down on kaiwen's shoulder and cry non stop. Keep drink ); then everybody left th room and baby came in and talk to me. In th end , didn't break . After singing k , cab-ed to baby's house and play gum. Went to 166 and drink after that. Baby came down to look for me awhile and went to meet colin after that. Me & felicia was drunk like mad , went over to 630 for BBQ. Police came after that cause there a fight over there. ): Went to woodgrove and slack after that. Overnight at wenjie's house as kaiwen was seh like hell. Don't even know what he trying to do.

Baby , i was lost till i don't even know what to do or say.

I was trying my best & do everything just to keep you by my side .

Please ! Don't ever go back to HER . );

Today nothing much happen :) Went to baby's house and keep him accompany. He was playing th stupid dota all th way ! Cab-ed down to 166 with baby. He went to yishun & meet his friend for some stuffs. Around 8plus cab-ed down to panjang meet ahboy & ahping sayang. (: Went over to meet jiayu vanilla. Message with baby . Currently at ahboy's house using com.

Everything was back like last time :)

I wish thing will stayed and remain like now .

Baby , i'm sure that i love you more than her .

Sorry for what i'd done last time .

Till th day i went in , i'm not letting you go.

Don't leave me again like what you done before .

I need you badly , sorry for not pei-ing you everytime :c

When you're sad or angry i didn't bother about you.

Sorry for not being a good girlf . I'll mend it for you.

24days , I'm not going to let it end again .

2009-12-23T21:06:00.001-08:00

Quarrel with baby yesterday :x Make me very pissed off th whole fucking day . Was planning how to celebrate christmas for today. I was thinking this year i could had a nice and enjoyable christmas , i guess i was WRONG . Everybody could celebrate with their loves one , i'm th one had to spend it with my friend . FUCK IT ! Yuhui darling coming over to meet me now . Well , i haven't even shower or prepared anything yet . Later have to meet up my father to take money :) Wonder whose going to town area with us tonight .

PS: Sisters , thanks for cheering me & keep me accompany when i'm feeling down ♥

I'm very disappointed in everything now ):
Why can't you just give me a nice memories for this year.
Currently , i'm totally out of words .
i hopefully you'll spend it with me tonight .
19days , will it continue further ?

2009-12-22T02:34:00.000-08:00

Currently at baby's house :) Later going over to meet my yuhui darling , adeline meimei , lizhen aiai & co . Blog again some other days due to my lazyness .

Baby , I love you so muchhh !
17days , we're still walking hand in hand :)

2009-12-17T21:43:00.000-08:00

Yesterday afternoon pei baby go geylang take mc . Went to have our lunch after that :] Cab-ed to baby's house cause he wanted to bathe . Around 8 plus bus-ed down to marsiling cc to meet jiayu vanilla & xavier daddy to sing k . Half way through xavier went home as he got court restriction . Around 10plus me and jiayu pei baby go center buy slipper :x Bus-ed down to 131 and meet kaiwen and wenjie . Slack till 11plus jiayu went home , so we walk to 136 coffee shop and drink . 1plus baby send me home :) Thanks baby ! Loving you deeper & deeper . Later baby end work meeting me again , yuhui darling now at court having her counselling . Enjoy !

BabyBoyfriend ♥
I'm afraid of losing you days by days .
Although i'd know you deeper , but i'm still scare .
I'm not afraid going in again , i just don't want other girl to snatch you away .
Sorry baby for what i'd done last time :c
I'm missing & loving you more & more .
13days , i'm not gonna let it end .

2009-12-14T22:32:00.001-08:00

Just reach home not long :) Yesterday went to causeway with yuting dear , yuhui darling , kaiwen , joey lovelove , nicholcas , monkey , xinyi shagua and one guy . Went there to play DDR :D Me , yuhui and joey jump till no breathe ler somemore sweat like swimming pool. LOL! After that went out to sit and smoke , Me and yuting go pasa malam walk walk . Bus-ed to yuting's house after that , chit chat with her till i fall asleep :] Going out soon , yeah ! Later meeting baby again .

PS: Hope nothing wil happen to xavier daddy & wenjie .
All th best to thier court day . :]

Baby , i'm loving you deeper and deeper .
10days and we're still counting on :]

2009-12-13T17:09:00.001-08:00

Just wake up and finish bathing :) Now preparing to work . Jiayu vanilla working today too . LOLS . Just doing some posting just in case people say blog are dying again . Free come down bishang inter and look for me :D Later baby coming to pick me up ! Byeeees .

Baby , loving you more & more :D
Been together for 9days .

2009-12-10T19:08:00.000-08:00

This few days look like many things has happen :x Been meeting baby everyday . Love him like hell . Jiayu vanilla finally patch back with laoshu ler . Last long hor ! Just reach home not long yesterday went to lion king's house ton . Hoping later can meet baby . Meeting lion king and co later on :D

To Edward ;
Sorry for what i'd done . D;
I know i'd hurt you deeply , I'm really sorry .
I give you false hope and disappointment .
Thing i done you won't like it . I don't want you to force yourself .
Sorry for those tear you'd drop , th effort you'd put in .
Find someone that's better than me , don't wait for me anymore .
Thanks for th couple cookies monster .
One last time , I cherish you afterall :]

To Xiaojie ;
Baby , i'd deeply fallen in love with you .
I miss you every second . Those words i remember clearly .
Sorry for timing you , thanks for giving me another chance .
I need you so much in my life . Now you're tth only guy i craving for .
Please don't leave me again , you're so special till i wish i could know you more .
i wanted to be selfish and have you all by myself .
Once again , ILOVEYOU .

2009-12-06T20:57:00.000-08:00

Hey dude ! I'm back to blogging . Dying soon i guess .:]

I'm woken up by all those sms , calls & yuhui darling ! Later meeting lizhen aiai at 166 . This few weeks have been slacking at woodland , everyday feeling so happy eh . :] Thursday start work already . Later meeting yuting deardear and co i guess. Blog again when i'm free . Byes !

ILLUSION MAKE ME FEEL NICE :X

2009-11-18T18:54:00.000-08:00

Raymond's Nephew :]

Isn't sexy . Baby's so sexy uhh !

This photo was took by himself :]

Yesterday went to bugis with jiayu vanilla for shopping :] As i was messaging with wilson so ask him along . Went to food junction to have my lunch. Went to bugis street for a walk , jiayu bought a shirt. It's so ugly can ! Me & wilson laughs and laughs.:D I wanted to eat ice cream so went to mac and buy , wilson thanks for th treat uhh. Went to arcade and play my DDR , around 7pm bus-ed back to woodland meet adeline meimei and alvin bibi. Pei alvin bibi go block 211 slack , around 11plus alvin bibi and peikun send me home. As it's too early so didn't want to go home. Went to marsiling MRT area slack awhile so it was easier for alvin bibi to go home. After alvin bibi went off , went to 166 to have my super. Not long jiawei come down. After that went to peikun's house to take thier bicycle then peikun lobang me to 211 as jiawei was meeting his cousin. After meeting them peikun lobang me and send me home. Currently rotting at home and watching show :] Later have to go down bugis for meeting , at night meeting alvin bibi again ! Love ♥

Somewhere over th rainbow , i fallen in love with you ♥

2009-11-16T21:47:00.000-08:00

Baby's Running Fever !

2009-11-14T21:03:00.000-08:00

Happy B'day To Zhongsan !

Yesterday just went to zhongsan's chalet. LOLS . Bus-ed down to pasir ris with vanessa lesbian. Not long zhengning , enliang , fengji and co. came . As zhongsan was th first to drunk , b'day boy was drunk ! LOLS . Ahboy , maomao and others came too :] at night only left me , jason , en liang , zhengning , fengji and chinkiat in th room . As other was on th 2nd floor .:c We play poker card loser have to drink all nick , while chinkiat went to toilet everyone sabo him . Fengji make him drink till he drunk like mad , so kp in th room . Vomit in th room somemore . Me & eliang is going for lunch now . Bye :DD

2009-11-03T01:21:00.000-08:00

Now currently at 768 playing lan shop with cheeho and kahyok vanilla. There's still no plan yet .:] this few days rotting at woodland with kahyok . Just dye my hair yesterday ! ;DDDD

Shawn.L.S.Y :
I'm gonna wait for you .

2009-10-29T18:14:00.000-07:00

Yesterday around 4plus went to meet ben with kahyok vanilla , bus-ed down to woodland inter . Ben & kahyok stay at causeway point so i bus-ed down to panjang and meet boyf . :] LOLS . Meet boyf not long kahyok call and say cheeho at woodland ! So i was shocked , what was he doing here ? Kays , so cheeho wanted to find trouble with us . Why he still can't let go of kahyok , my poor vanilla . So kahyok & ben together cab down to panjang and meet us . Boyf went home & change so we waited at boyf's house downstair . Sunddenly cheeho's gan mei christina called kahyok , so she passed th phone to me . Th point is we got taiji yesterday , so me boyf , kahyok & ben went for dinner first . Went back to bus stop and fetch adeline meimei as we forgotten about her , when we reach there she's so angry with me . D: Sorry meimei . Bus-ed down to woodland , settle th problem . Half way through , boyf was in th rush so send him to MRT station . I know that boyf was very angry with me , cause i promise i won't talk when i reach there . Small little stuffs can make till so big . Sigh ! Went back there , settle till 10plus . Bus-ed over to ben's house downstair with kahyok . Adeline went home , as she going school to get her result th next day .:] GoodLuck ! Went to zhangwei's house at 12 . Currently at kahyok's house , as my dearest vanilla is still sleeping like a pig !

To Trina.Sim.Kah.Yok:

Vanilla , no matter what we're always together :]

Remember , there's no sorry or hate between us .
You'll always be my vanilla , from th day we became .
No worrys ! I'll never blame you for doing all this .
If you're happy , i'll laugh with you . If you're sad , i'll cheer you up .

That what your vanilla always do ;D Jiayou in everything .

Seriously , if 1 day i really went in . Be strong alright ?

I know you'll be waiting for me , i'll miss you too . ♥

Vanilla , you're my one and only !

To boyf :

Baby , thanks for everything ♥

I know you're good to me and want me to be happy .

I just hate to create trouble for you , cause i don't want anything happen to you .

Remember th promises we'd make . I want to spend my whole life time with th only you .

& i'll be strong as always , cause i'd a nice boyf like you .

Baby , don't always care about me only . Take good care of yourself alrights .

I miss you badly now , hope i could just sleep in your arm everyday .

Love you and that's forever :] Adrian.T

2009-10-28T10:56:00.000-07:00

Love taste bitter

Today work for th whole day uh :x left kahyok vanilla's house at 2pm , took mrt to admiraty with jiawei and co . As we gather there . Start work at 3 , as we're working door to door flyer . Luckily baby call me and chat th whole afternoon :] Love you la ! Then till evening i totally give up already , but still hang on till 10plus . Me & kahyok dying soon already . Message with baby all th way , now currently at caspar sister's house . Caspar cook supper for me as i was so hungry , thanks alot sister ♥ Sad uh , baby on duty till morning , hope he won't tired himself out .:x Miss him so badly . Yeahs , 2 more days i meeting baby ler . Sleeping soon , caspar is tired . So i'm gonna message with baby now , byeeeeeeeeee .:D

To Trina.S.K.Y :
Sorry vanilla , just now bad mood that why shouted at you :x
Really not purposely , i'm sorry . I know this few days you're in a bad mood too .
We really don't have much time for those craps around us , money is important .
Let's find jobs together , i'll never leave you to die . ♥

To Him :
Baby , thanks for being there for me all along .:]
Well , i trust you th most now . Don't worry .
I'm not going to leave you and dumb you alone .
You understand me more than all those boys out there .
Fling are not important to me , cause i have such a nice boyf now .
Thanks for giving me a space to breathe and those freedom .
& i mean what i said , i'd so much confident in you .
Remember th promise between us , let's our love last

2009-10-27T22:06:00.000-07:00

I love vanilla super loads <3

2009-10-27T10:34:00.000-07:00

Just wanted to do a quick post :D i shall annouce i'd broken up with cheehoe again , and this shall be th final . Same goes to my precious kahyok vanilla . Well , i really got nothing to say at all . Th 4 of us broke up twice was at th same day and almost same timing . If you guys think that we're just following th flow then let it be , i'll just keep quiet .
Slack all th way at causeway point with kahyok & adeline meimei . Around 11pm send kahyok to bus stop , then we bus-ed down to tamp to meet caspar sister . Messaging with boyf th whole night :] chatted on phone with boyf & laoshu vanilla in-law . Now almost going to 2am already , still messaging with boyf . So late still don't want sleep , don't tired out yourself .

Boyfriend , I'll try to put more effort in th r/s .
Promise not to create any trouble for you .:D
I'll also be a good girlf , won't let you worried for me .
Hold me tight and never let go , loving boyf ♥
27 October 2009 ` 20:17 .

2009-10-25T22:36:00.000-07:00

Went to east coast with baby , kahyok vanilla , cheeho , nelson daddy & co yesterday . LOLS . It's been ages seen we went there . 4plus kuipei drive us back , went to cheeho's house to bathe then wenzhen shortcake came too . Bus-ed down CGH with nelson & wenzhen as nelson went to take mc . Around 7plus send wenzhen to bus stop , went back there to waited for nelson , waited for 2hours plus . Bus-ed back to nelson's house , baby was using com . Then something happen to nelson & adeline meimei . Fuck , really so sick of all this thing already . Went to bedroom and pei nelson as he's was so shag , went out to on th com , then baby don't let me play . So he ask me to pei him watch soccer ! Bored me to death D; 11plus went back cheeho's house . Baby lost $750 on soccer , sad for him uh . Baby tomorrow then book out miss him so much can . :0 Now currently at nelson's house , cook noodles for cheeho . No taste eh , i really don't know how to cook this type of noodle ]: Sorry .

Daddy , cheerup soon :D
You still got me here with you .
I believe one day you'll find a good & nice mummy for me .
Love daddy forever .

Baby , you're back once again .:D
I'll never leave you again , i need you !
Love you lot ♥

2009-10-24T00:48:00.000-07:00

Yesterday went to changi airport to have our lunch with lionel , justin , danny & adeline . After that lionel drive me down to rocher road as i'd meeting , meet ahgirl sweetheart at fu lu shou . Bus-ed down to bedok meet adeline . On th way back , henry message me .x: Should i be happy or sad ? Went up to cheeho's house . Nelson daddy came up not long .:] Ton at cheeho's house with nelson , adeline . Chitchat with them & watch tv . :] Bored ley , hahs . All of us fell asleep around 3plus , LOLS . Now at nelson's house rotting . Waiting for time to past . kahyok vanilla coming up soon !

To Him ♥ :
I'm totally disappointed in you :x Everything you say and things you do are different .
You told people you're serious & treasure me alot . You need me by your side .
Seriously , i don't think so at all . You even cried for her when you on th way coming down to meet me .
How much do i mean to you ? I thought we could last . Thought of surrendering because of you .
Now i don't think it's worth it . Th reason you give me is i hide too much thing from you ?
Even say i treat you like shawn's spare tire ? Have i ever say his name after we patch ?
Right from th beginning you'd never trust me before . I should hate you more .
I didn't . On that night both of us broke up , i thought i'll be happier .
Th whole night i try to smile , but i can't . I force myself to sleep in th car through out th whole night .
Just to numb myself from stop missing and thinking of you . Th moment i woke up tear just can't flowing .D:
Why ! Why did i cry for you again . I tried to control but i can't . I really miss you too much .
How can i stop myself from missing , loving & thinking of you ? I admit i was in love in you .

2009-10-19T22:45:00.000-07:00

19 oct 2009 , Speechless .

Yesterday around 8plus went over to 530 as nelson daddy meeting xiaohao . While they were talking , i was on th phone with kahyok vanilla . ;D after that went to th middle of th open space , jiajun korkor , xiaodi & dylan was there too .So sat down and chat with them and on th same time was talking with kahyok cause she quarrel with cheeho then cheering her up . Not long baby call in and chat , so i walk to a quiet place to talk . Jiajun & dylan came over too , then was talking to them at th same time , baby he calling me but didn't hear . So he dulan hang up th phone , pissed off can . Message & call him also didn't reply or pick up . Like fuck , kahyok was talking on phone with baby . Just to help me , but didn't expect this causes kahyok & cheeho quarrel . I'M SORRY :x then walk back to 115 to wait for cheeho to come back from pasir ris . Me and nelson was sitting down discussing some important stuffs . :] ton at cheeho's house , chat with him till midnight 3plus then i fall asleep . Well , yesterday is th first time quarrel with baby , hope kahyok and cheeho will patch thing up soon .:/ Currently at nelson's house , rotting with com .

I'm speechless after all :x After i knew everything came out from your mouth .
Should i believe you ? I wish i could . Let time tell us which path shall we take :x
In fact , i'm really tired thing around me .

2009-10-19T02:02:00.000-07:00

I'm Getting Tired :x

Yesterday morning around 11am went up to nelson daddy's house . Then stay at his house do nothing . Watch television and slack ;D then baby , cheeho , nelson & jeremy was playing mahjong so me and kahyok vanilla was sleeping inside th room . Woke up around 6plus , then went out for dinner at block 88 for prata . LOLS . After eat baby went to POSB to transfer money help me to paid money . Thanks baby ! Cheebye , want hong girls now i got boyf take money back from me ! fuck you la , fat ass ! Went back to nelson's house , pei baby watch tv . Kahyok was talking to cheeho inside th bedroom . :/ around 9.30 pei kahyok & cheeho go see doctor . After that go over to 136 as baby & kahyok is hungry . Chitchat awhile baby & cheeho send us to bus stop . Bus-ed back to woodland , meet lionel , adeline & justin at 768 then went to chinatown & have our supper . Have steamboat for our supper , after that cab-ed home . Woke up at 2pm , currently at nelson's house & talking on phone with baby .

To CheeHoe :
Baby , remember th promise we made . I'll do what i promise you :x
Give me time till december i will surrender myself .
I'll behave myself inside , but don't ever leave me . I need you badly .
2years i know it's a challenge for us , this prove how strong is our love .
Never want to lose you again , i still remember everything you done for me before .
It will never vanish from my memory .
Bi , wait for me alright ? I'll be your good girlf from now on .
PohCheeHoe , My only boyf . 16October2009 ` 2301 ♥

2009-10-14T07:57:00.000-07:00

Sister Are Always Better Than Boys

I'm so lazy to say much thing :D So let those pictures do th talking uh . Currently at kahyok vanilla's house , waiting for lionel to come fetch us go chinatown eat steamboat . LOLS . Tomorrow still must be kahyok model . Yeah , tomorrow going St.James .:D

I'll miss someone who deserve to miss :x

2009-10-03T22:20:00.000-07:00

Hello dude , i'm back with my blog again . Yesterday around 5plus bus-ed down to tamp meet zhong san ;D Cause we're catching a movie at 9.45pm . Slack with him till 7plus her girlf joyce came back from church . Caspar sister came too :] went to mac to have our dinner , while waiting for ahdai boyf . After having our dinner went to arcade to kill time . Went to catch th show " ugly truth " . It's a comedy show , no regret after watching . It really laughs everyone ass off . LOLS :D After watching movie went to block 165 and wait for thier friend xiu qi to come .:0 Vanessa lesbian came down , not long me , ahdai & vanessa cab-ed down to simei meei ahdai's friend pancake . LOLS . Cab-ed down to geylang to eat . Pancake bring us to a stall to have our supper , we eat barbequeing th food . YUMMY ! :] Then cab-ed down to lavendar to play pool till morning 8plus walk to bugis mac to eat breakfast . I'm already very tired , not long vanessa went home . Shag , nobody accompany me already . Hahs :D went to play arcade , after that went to Sim Lin Square walk , pancake & ahdai went there to have thier lunch . Currently at parklane , ahdai & pancake playing DOTA ! Waiting for adeline meimei to come down . :c Now doing nothing , messaging with kahyok vanilla th whole day . Tomorrow still must go her school there be her model , after that pei ahdai go put angkong ]: Tonight going back woodland again . LOLS . Seriously , i still enjoy being with them . Afterall i still belong to east side , that's my kampong . Okay , that lame .

People do what your heart tell you , don't hurt people who're good to you anymore .
I miss people who are always be there for me , thanks :D

3 more days kahyok vanilla will be free :D

2009-09-30T23:56:00.000-07:00

Been staying at kahyok vanilla's house for 2 days already since monday . It's so fun being with her all th time .:D Bus-ed back to bedok mac to meet gary didi , ruien meimei & adeline meimei . Send adeline to school , then went to tampines mac to slack till 1 plus , bus back to chaichee meet baobao jiejie . While waiting for gary to come , we accompany ruien go have her lunch :] Wait till 2 plus , scare we'll late for interview so me & baobao bus-ed down to toa pa yoh meet ahdai boyf ♥ Hahs , reach there around 3 , ahdai bring us go interview . After th interview , we decided not to work already , although th pay was high . Ahdai bring us to have lunch , we really enjoy or lunch it's so nice & expensive . Thank boyf ! Ahdai top up his arcarde card to let us play , $72 ! He's crazy man ! LOLS :x so me & baobao play from 3plus till 6.30 just to wait for ahdai to end his work . Hahs , so me & ahdai challenge one game . Mario driving car , i win him 3 round & he help baobao to revenge in th end also lose . What a NOOB BOYF i had . Opps :] Cab-ed down to tampines safra to meet maomao & co. Me & baobao accompany them & watch them play pool . LOLS . 8.30 send baobao to bus stop because she's tired so she went home first . So i went back to safra watch them play pool . Around 10 ahdai walk me to bus stop , while waiting for bus ahdai keep disturbed me . Noob Boyf ! :D cause i got short sighted , then he keep asking me to guess what th bus number plate . Keep guess wrong , th noob boyf keep laugh at me . ANGRY . Finally bus came , then suddenly he ask where his handphone . So i said , i return to you already . Then that noob tell me th phone was with him ! LOLS , i'll disturb you when we meet up on saturday . So i bus-ed down to woodland meet lionel , he ask me to go 883 find him . Then i was not familiar at all , went missing ! Cried , so pahsei can . So he ask his friend jon to ride his bike here and fetch me . Slack with them till 12 , me & lionel cab-ed down to chua chu kang to meet his friend danny . Went to chinatown eat steamboat after eating cab-ed down to party world to sing k till morning . :0 Went back to lionel's house at around 6 plus , reach home straight away sleep already . LOLS . Sleep till 4 plus wake up , went to bathe at 7plus , then lionel meet his friend justin at his house downstair . Together walk to 883 , went to have thier dinner at th coffee shop . Went in to play awhile audi , pei lionel go home take thing pass to his friend . On th way saw his friend , so th friend lobang us .:0 Around 12 cab-ed down to chua chu kang meet danny , went to party world to sing k till 6.30 in th morning . Danny open 1 martell & 1 red wine . After that cab-ed down to balestia to have thier bak ku teh . Yummy ! I didn't eat at all . Too full , cause eat & drink too much at party world already .

Playfullness rock my life . It's just a short time of happiness .:D