Sunday, April 26, 2009 '

Yesterday went out with th tent to bugis theatre .
went to watch a drama acted by 石欣卉 .
th show are so touching & funny .:x
she look so elegant & pretty in real person .
her voice was so nice & smooth . everyone shouted when she appear .
laughs , that show was really fantastic . :) i wanted to watch it again .
go & watch it , it's so nice & you won't regret .
th drama was all planned by my dancing teacher .
she's so great & popuplar . thanks teacher for th tickets .
th tittle for this show is 天冷就回来 . support 石欣卉 .
sorry , i can't find th poster . shag oh .
me & huifen buddy enjoy very muchh .
hehhs , i scolded someone behind me too . :x
i was talking to huifen then keep tsk tsk tsk , if not kick th chair .
fcuk la , turn around omg ! she's so ugly . * fainted .

I'll not shed a single tears for you , when i'm still in love with you .
make th time feel great with your silly love & huggs . ♥
i'm content if i could see you appear in front of me once . (: thanks .

Monday, April 20, 2009 '

夏天的雨，我看见你。
Exam is round th corner .:x
stress & shag la , have been studying for th past few day ler .
no homeleave until exam is over , so angry .
yea , 1 thing to me is so happy cause i still can continue my CSO for another 5 weeks .
good la .:) don't need everyday so early go back to th tent .

Today come to school as usual , saw melody .
pei her go 110 wait for eddy , if i'm not wrong .:D
suddenly rain so heavy , didn't bring my jacket out .
hehhs , melody is so sweet la can .
she hug me cover me with a jacket . oh , thanks ♥
feel better ler , then saw felicia walking over .
wait th rain to become smaller then walk in to school .
sleep in th class , then go slack awhile before going to lesson .
ahhao & ahqiang baby late , LOLS .
recess so fun keep dee siao ahhao & suting .
ahqiang keep dancing entertain us , laugh till i stomach pain .:)
casper sister & ahqaing go scold th relieve teacher then tio kan .
so fun la , my class is th best ! fun & entertainment .
now doing coursework so can use com .:x
post abit because huifen buddy say so long didn't post ler .
Buddy , 5days only la , your's like dying ler .

Casper & Baby ` Sister Forever .
Ahqaing & Baby ` Baby Forever .
sec 4T1's Joker & Mischievous boys . They cheer me up whenever i'm sad or angry .
both of them never fail to make me smile .:)

& when i look upon this busy city:
th wind whispers , th time stops
th moment lasts , but i'm still missing something .
That's you . ♥

Tuesday, April 14, 2009 '

时间是不会为我而停止。
I'm really getting pissed off by everything around me le , totally lost without sense .:x
eveything around me & thing has been happening it wasn't suppose to be in my life .
there and those thing is not th thing i wanted . I just want my life & freedom back .
there no other way for me le , keep telling myself never ever run away .
if not i'm going to let tons of people down . seriously , what can i do now to make me feel better ?
i'm totally confuse thing around me and i just feel like torturing myself .:c
forget it , anyway even if i continue saying it also won't make me feel better .
and more it make me feel angry & fustrated . thing also won't change for my sake .
i just hope that i can relax & be alone by myself now . i wish i could just dumb everything aside .

Tender love are so soft .:x making me wonder around .
i'm promise to wait for you to appear once again .
not giving up because of your tender lips & those warn hug .

Monday, April 13, 2009 '

1. List nine people whom viewed yr blog recently & want them to do this quiz .-
Joyln
Kailin
Alicia
Jiayu
Chanelle
Vanessa
Baobei
Caspar
Weiqin

2. Your name- Baby

3. Your age- 16 .

4. Attached/Single-
Single :)

5. Five of your closest friend-
Jolyn -
Jiayu -
Chanelle -
Kailin -
Vanessa -
Adeline ( Blood Sister )

6. Your 2 favourite colour- Black & White

7. Storybook/Comic-
Doraemon !

8. Do you have a crush?-
No . Love yes .

9. Has an unknown person asked you for your number before?-
Yupps .

10. If yes, did you give your number to the person who asked?-
Some only .

11. Name 2 girls-
Jolyn & Kailin

12. Name 2 guy friends that you are close to- Ahqiang & Caspar

13. Do you play online games?-
Yupps . ( audition )

14. Do you play maple story?-
EEEEEKS NO .

15. Do you play audition?-
Ya , I love it .

16. Favourite numbers-
0503 .

17. Favourite alphabets-
K , S , C , B

18. Hotmail url- retarded_baby@hotmail.com

19. Would you go out with your stead or friends?-
Boyf & Sisters .

20. Do you trust your stead?- Yes .

21. Money or friends?- Friends .

22. Stead or friends?- Stead & Friends .

23. Anime or drama?- Drama , so touching .

24. Best girl-friend- Kailin

25. Best guy friend- Ahqiang

Sunday, April 12, 2009 '

我真的还是不够成熟。

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went out with my family for breakfast .
then help kershaw's family buy breakfast .:x
reach his house at 12 , hehhs . guess is time for lunch le .
then went to wake kerron korkor up . laughs .
sit there see kershaw play cable , bored until i die le la .
then he see i so bored so he stop his game & pei me go smoke .
so nice of him . :D around 2 plus pei his father go buy his baby sister's stuff .
went to his ahma's house first then th father drive us to parkway & brought those stuffs .
saw javier xingan with th mother & sister . :) LOLS .
zesun keep calling me ask me go meet him , told him see first le .
keep saying miss me alot , stop your nosense la . JOKES ?
went to buy th stuff till 4.30 then go back to tiong jiong rhu to have thier meal .
go fetch th sister after having thier meal . is already 5 plus le .
omg , i'm rushing for time to go back hostel le .
actually th father want to rush back to bedok le .
but th wife wanted to go some where else to take things .
so th father give kerron 10 buck to cab-ed home to take my bag .
sorry to trouble you guys & thanks alot yeahs .:)
then my daddy come pick me up at their house downstair . HE'S SO ANGRY .
i was late by 10 min , so my next homeleave will be cut for 1hr .
reach there only tingting come nagg me le , say because of 1 guy pangseh them .
sorry nahs , i'll meet you on my next homeleave de . Promise !
hehhs :D tingting & kahyok bought me a tee shirt .
thanks , i really like it alot na . th both of you are so sweet la .
will up load th photo of th shirt soon . ♥

I missing you terribly at this moments now .
hoping to see you once again .
我对你的爱是真的。我真的很需要你。

Saturday, April 11, 2009 '

was woken by zesun & kerron korkor calls & kershaw message .
yawn , was so sleepy eh . hmms .:x zesun just call me & ask me to meet him .
arggg , so nagging can . keep asking me go over his house there to meet him .
too bad , i going kershaw's house . xiaolongnu suddenly ask me to go sengkang meet him .
omg , when i'm bored nobody ask me out . now got thing on keep asking me out .
you guys are so funny & dots can . currently reading everybody else blog .:)
miss my huifen buddy so muchhh , without her really no fun ehs .
a reminder to everyone ; my next homeleave will be on may .:x
anything just call or text me ba . will miss you guys like hell la .
later meeting kahyok vanilla & tingting sex partner .

我终于放弃了 :)

Today suppose to reach th tent at 7.30 , then i sleep till 7 mummy wake me up .
almost late , but late 5 min only .:x lucky staff not here yet .
then th dance lesson end at 11 , suppose to go off at 11 .
staff ask we all to stay back to do some stuff , me & baoru done by 11.30 .
then th staff ask we all to redo everything . i was so angry but can't show out if not no homeleave .
fcuk lohs , drag th time till 12.45 then go off . :x
me & joyce chocolate went to a block to stick while peeklin heizhu came along .
after smoking they bus-ed back to woodland then i took bus back to bedok .
reach home already 1.30 so shag la . then baolian jiejie call me out to slack . :)
so baolian & dylan came to my house & meet me first cause i haven't bathe yet .
after that headed to xg , chiong back audi . today kaopei see me say i put on load of weight .
sad ): i'm so fat now ! i want to slim down uhs . forget it .
so boring that had to entertain dylan for 3 hours to help him with story . omg .
messaging with kershaw th whole day , suppose to meet today de .
he was so tired so i told him meet tomorrow ba , cause he didn't sleep for th whole night . :]
after not long ahxiong came to meet baolian , went to smoke .
finish playing audi i headed to 218 to buy my dinner while baolian & dylan pei ahxiong go home .
then later not long ahxiong come to my house to pass me his cable to upload song to his ipod .
LOLS . waste my time la . so ma fan .
when finish uploading they went off , xiaodi , caspar sister & their friends came to look for me . :)
they meeting ahhao , awhile later ahhao reach le . so they went off .
good , they keep dee siao me lohs . idiots la ! use to it le bah .
just finish watching my favourite show & shower . i'm sleepy le .
nights everyone . :) kahyok vanilla you're love too . miss you very muchhh .
wenzhen shortcake , next time got time then go down angmokio meet you ba .<3

I believe there something is true .
not everything are fake , but never judge by it cover .
so i still believe one day my love will come through .
i'm pulling myself to be strong , not going to look weak anymore .
still i have my sister[s] behind supporting me .
they're really with me when i need them . Thanks :)

Friday, April 10, 2009 '

After my new haircut (:

taken at boat quay

today 3 plus bus-ed down to tamp meet alicia cutiepie & adeline meimei .
went to buy contact lens & thier stuffs . (: bus-ed down to bugis & shop for our clothes & bags .
me & adeline bought same singlet but different colour , while alicia bought a dress .
today can't meet kahyok vanilla & peeklin heizhu that why . shag !
shop till 6 plus went to bugis junction to have our dinner .:)
after that was suppose to meet kerron korkor , but was too busy buying our clothes .
call him & ask for kershaw's number too . hope he will cheer up soon .
8.30 alicia bus-ed back , so me & adeline took mrt home .
reach home call kahyok & chat , while her ex -- janson call in too .
while i'm messaging with kershaw , just hang up not long & stop messaging with him le .
time to bathe le , sleeping early tonight cause tomorrow going back hostel for dance in th morning .
nights everyone . ♥ miss my vanilla so muchhh . tomorrow must meet kershaw & kahyok le .

I totally lost my confident in relationship le .
what has happen to me uh ? i wasn't like this .
last time i could just take & let go , but now i'm like stuck .
i'm going to move on with my own without anyone helping me .:x
i just want to be strong and pretend that nothing happen .
sometime it really doesn't feel anything to me .
but after a period of time i realise i still need someone by my side .
it like i'm totally blur with everything around me . everything was leaving me .:c
all those shattered love & hopes .

Thursday, April 9, 2009 '

还是不习惯没有你在身边

Today is good friday no school , hahs .:D
that why i'm on homeleave , this week also my last homeleave because exam is round th corner .
well , suppose to meet kahyok vanilla de . then don't know where th hell she has gone too .
now i'm rot at home cause no plan no nothing .
peeklin heizhu called me out to slack . huh ! just th 2 us , will be even bored eh .:x
so stay at home & use com lohs . adeline meimei went out too .
eeeeeeeeks , what a bored day la ! can somemore just ask me out & entertain me .
hope kahyok will call me soon , i'm waiting for her called la .

Boy , i'm still missing like crazy .
sigh , what am i going to do now ?
give up or continue waiting as if it really got hope .
i'm really feel restless without you being with me . :c
will you just tell me , what should i do ?
213 days since you left me .
will miracle happen if continue counting uh ?!
well , this will also be th last post for you le .
you still can't change your attitude !
when will you grown up ? do you know there lots of people worrying for you .
is this not enough for you ? when will you learn from your mistake . :x
i'd totally given up on you le , it's just like wasting of time .
keep hearing people you create alots of trouble inside .
so i told myself never want to wait for someone who will never give me hope again .
anyway thanks for all those memories & tears . i'll still keep it .
you left me alone without saying anything , but i will still carry on with my own life without le .
i had totally no more feeling towards you anymore . you really disappoint me alots .
not going to look back & not going to say i love you anymore .
everything end here , let walk our own path . Time to wake up le .:c

Good Friday :D

Saturday, April 4, 2009 '

Peeklin playing seesha , so funny .

Weisheng took our photo without our notice . WTH .

Baobei & Baby ; Blood Sister

Baby's Secret Belle <3

I'm not a bad girl . (:

Me & vanilla buy from an old uncle . CUTE ?

baby , baobei , vanessa & jolyn

She's funny & sexy . LOVES :D

Baby :D

SCB-B.aby; Secret Loves

Baby ♥ Trina

Vanilla ♥

Hugs & Loves ` She's sweet .

Today came out for homeleave le . :D
then me & kahyok vanilla went to buy cigg , smoke 1 stick then bus-ed home .
reach home at 1.30 play com & prepared till 3 .
me & adeline meimei cab down to east coast to meet a guy then he pass money to me .
then me & adeline cab down to bugis & meet kahyok , peeklin heizhu & 3 guys .:x
after meeting we went to bugis street and shop for our stuffs .
awhile later one of peeklin friend & vanessa lesbian came too .
jeffery & th friends suggest to go play seesha so we went along .
this also th first time we went to play seesha , hehs :D
not bad ehs , quite nice .:x but th taste abit weird . LOLS .
at 7 we went to bugis street and shop while jeffery , baolong & th friend went home .
we bought quite alot of thing uhs , today i really enjoy myself .
after buying jolyn sweetheart call me say she at bugis le .
so after buying our stuffs went to meet her & smoke awhile then took mrt back to bedok .
i went to hawker center & buy my dinner after that we went to take cab .:c
so pissed off while waiting for cab , we were standing infront of 2 malay couple .
then when a empty cab come , we put our hand out and th lady say ; hello , we come first .
like what th hell , so i shouted bye doggie & enjoy . MALAY ARE DOG !
laughs , so adeline , vanessa & jolyn wanted to cab to 85 & have their dinner .
so they drop me at my house traffic light and they headed to 85 market . :x
then reach home to have my dinner , watch tv & zesun asked me wanted to meet him .
anyway sorry , today i was very tired le . so i try to meet you tomorrow or what .
today really enjoy going out with those crazy ladies . (: ♥

adeline finally patch with bobby le . :D
hehs , i was happy for them too .
hope this time round they will last as long as they can .
good luck & last long . :D

Kahyok vanilla , this post is just for you . (:
You going to discharge in 3days time .

why am i going to do without you ?

sigh . without you & huifen i can't smile .

wait for me alrights ?

Baby ♥ You Forever .

Boy , i missing you everyday .
everyday was wondering what you're doing in there .
i really wanted to see you once again .
never wanted to see you get into trouble again , t'cares .
208 days without you . ♥

Wednesday, April 1, 2009 '

亲爱的我真的想念你 (:

It very long time since i post uhs . (:
recently mood wasn't that good ehs , because of my hostel stuff .
yesterday just get scolded by staff nia .
huifen buddy tio cut 1month homeleave . Shaggg .:x
can't meet her for 1week ehs . awws .
outing without her really no fun uhs .
i'll miss her very muchhh .
still no plan for this weekend homeleave .
so stress over study & hostel .
later after school need go for dettention cause monday i was late for school .:c
everything wasn't going so smoothly . hmms .
saturday maybe meeting joyln sweetheart & vanessa lesbian .♥
byes (: see you guys around soon .

204 days without him .
Hoping nothing will happen to him .
Please don't create trouble for yourself anymore .